too many things...

yeshh, just like what the title told us...
there are just too many things happenning..
too many confidential stuff occuring..
sadly, coz of that i can't write much... =='

well niwae peepz.. i started to love rock music.. ^^
well, i dunno whether its a good thing or a bad thing..
some ppl juz have the old perception that rock music
are for those not-very-good-type of people..
but, its just.. well scream out loud with the rock music and ur burden would be gone... at least 20%..?
hmm... its better rather than givin up ur stress by eating more nachos right?
with extra mayo....? ewww...

hmm,, wait! it reminds me of what had happened few days before lebaran holiday!
a LOT of my girl-friends called me and said 'angelitaaaaaaaaaaa........!!!!!!! berat gw naik 2 kilo!!! hikx hikx hikx..." and so on..
there are about 5 of them& im gonna keep it confidential! yea.. and i understood how they feel... coz i did feel the same way... Y__Y

hmm... and the conclusion is.... we just ate a liiiiiiiiitleeee bitttt more than usual, but DANGGGGG! the weight shoots up... and so were the meters.... =='
and lucky me, i had the chance to go to sgp& malaysia.. ^^V
i walk and walk and walk everyday.. and it really felt so gooooodddddddd to walk; when you think that you are taking up more space on earth.. [if u know what i mean]

yesh,, and few times,, due to some situations, i have my lunch& dinner at the same time.. meaning= i starve, a bitt.. =='
wish i could starve longer.. perhaps till the next day's lunch..? but mom always knew and she prohibits me... being afraid of my hypoglycemia.. =='
'but moommmm, im alright now!!' and she never understand... ==3

worst part of all... some people notice the diff in my structure [hikssss... Y^Y] and they DID mention about it!!!!!! yeshhhhh! they told me off as if im the laziest pig in the whole world [you know you didn't walk much in jakarta..]!
and i was like... 'didn't u know some basic psychology?? im friggin 17-yrs old, dude!' and as always... i kept it inside me and as time passes by....... i would forget such things...

why? coz im forgetful& someday im gonna make that person kneel down and beg for me! not gonna talk much on that person, we'll just see what's gonna happen 5 years from now, shall we? ^,~
reading from what i've just wrote, you might think im a bit too much huh? but no, that's not all that-person said! lots more, and i warranty that if you were to be in my shoe.. you would just whack that-person hard and say 'look who's talking? looser!!' yeshh yeshh, i warranty u're gonna say that..

that-person suck up to me with over-exagerrated compliment when im 'up' and 'hammer' me down when im 'down'.. so uh, i'd better not-talk too much bout that-person... i lost my respect to that-person anyway.... that-person is just too boasty... ==' eww...

and... let us discuss about something more-universal, shall we?
hhhh, i find it hard for being a girl.. in a lot of aspects... do you girls agree that we have lotss of things we should never do or should do?

one of the current gossip that i heard was that one of my guy-cousin is being chased by a girl.. his colleagues.. [im not mentioning name, hope u dont mind.. ^^]
yeshh, the girl calls even during the night... & my aunt told mom that she dislikes the girl for being to 'easy'.. wooing on a guy..

i analyse it and think.. if a girl 'fight' for what she wanted, then she is a b*tch; but if she didn't... bye bye... the guy never know.. and she's just gonna get whatever is 'served' under her nose.. [if there is, if none then just wait until you grow old and..... *cough*]

and its hard to know what the opposite gender really wants..
do u think by being pretty then every guys in the whole universe would go after you?
the answer is N-O NO.. some guys just have self-esteem... they are not confident enough.. so they go for the so-so girl..? [guys, am i right? ermm... maybe partly coz inner-beauty did matter too]
and by doing this, those pretty girls would just go like "what the the hell were you thinkin?" but she wont say it out... its her pride, dude!

well to me, every guy in the world are born to be risk-taker.. if the girl rejects, then find another one..? i knew it aint that easy, but if you think that a girl would say it out first? ummm.... well at least, a girl like me,, won't... even tho i fancied someone like hell, i would never.. signs from the girls? oh come on get a life, girls these days are smart enough to pretend that she doesn't like you even though she's boiling magma inside her heart... and some girls might treat their crush reallyyyyy badly just to hide her feelings... [read it from a magazine]

enough of the feeling-ways, now we r gonna talk about the fashion-ways..
hh... go out to the mall or wherever [and im not talking about japan/ taiwan].. guys went out with their T shirt& maximum they would go-- would be a nicely-gel hair.?
or some accesories..?
but girls? some ppl might think that girls with complicated outlooks just complicate her own life, but still.. if a girl looked messy, nobody looks at her right? whilst every girls wished to be a head turner...
it is difficult.. yes it is..

guys.. if you think that wearing pump shoes are comfortable, you are not fully correct! notice the girls around you who are fashion-conscious enough& not wearing stocking or socks of any kind... look at the back of her feet [not the bottom], you see some scars there? yes, it is how much we girls are hurt, looking all beautiful-ish, yet our feet bruise.. Y^Y it pains.. and you guys never get to feel it...

second, high heels... obviously, it hurts... alot.... and a lot of guys cant even try.. coz girls size is much smaller.... guys' feet could go up to 46 or above, right? ^^' which is kinda scary... ^^'

thirdly, [again] its all about structure... should not grow fat lahhh.... should not be pimply lahh.. and deblah deblah.. but back to what i just told y all... by being pretty, doesnt warranty that everyone's gonna chase you...

hmm... life's complicated... you never know whats gonna happen next.. there are lots of factors you never know... so just live it the way it flows... ^^

by the way, lately im in LOVE with avril's songs.. ^^ girlfriend, best damn thing, and complicated.. maybe that's lame for some of you, but its lame-r to eww me...
and ohh ya.. blink 182& fall out boy rocks too! *v*
*woot* *woot*

woops, guess i gotta go now... gonna write more, sometimes later... thatha for now.... wish me sweet dreams.... ^^
till the next post!! ^0^

*\\_yummy_angelita_//*