too many things...

yeshh, just like what the title told us...
there are just too many things happenning..
too many confidential stuff occuring..
sadly, coz of that i can't write much... =='

well niwae peepz.. i started to love rock music.. ^^
well, i dunno whether its a good thing or a bad thing..
some ppl juz have the old perception that rock music
are for those not-very-good-type of people..
but, its just.. well scream out loud with the rock music and ur burden would be gone... at least 20%..?
hmm... its better rather than givin up ur stress by eating more nachos right?
with extra mayo....? ewww...

hmm,, wait! it reminds me of what had happened few days before lebaran holiday!
a LOT of my girl-friends called me and said 'angelitaaaaaaaaaaa........!!!!!!! berat gw naik 2 kilo!!! hikx hikx hikx..." and so on..
there are about 5 of them& im gonna keep it confidential! yea.. and i understood how they feel... coz i did feel the same way... Y__Y

hmm... and the conclusion is.... we just ate a liiiiiiiiitleeee bitttt more than usual, but DANGGGGG! the weight shoots up... and so were the meters.... =='
and lucky me, i had the chance to go to sgp& malaysia.. ^^V
i walk and walk and walk everyday.. and it really felt so gooooodddddddd to walk; when you think that you are taking up more space on earth.. [if u know what i mean]

yesh,, and few times,, due to some situations, i have my lunch& dinner at the same time.. meaning= i starve, a bitt.. =='
wish i could starve longer.. perhaps till the next day's lunch..? but mom always knew and she prohibits me... being afraid of my hypoglycemia.. =='
'but moommmm, im alright now!!' and she never understand... ==3

worst part of all... some people notice the diff in my structure [hikssss... Y^Y] and they DID mention about it!!!!!! yeshhhhh! they told me off as if im the laziest pig in the whole world [you know you didn't walk much in jakarta..]!
and i was like... 'didn't u know some basic psychology?? im friggin 17-yrs old, dude!' and as always... i kept it inside me and as time passes by....... i would forget such things...

why? coz im forgetful& someday im gonna make that person kneel down and beg for me! not gonna talk much on that person, we'll just see what's gonna happen 5 years from now, shall we? ^,~
reading from what i've just wrote, you might think im a bit too much huh? but no, that's not all that-person said! lots more, and i warranty that if you were to be in my shoe.. you would just whack that-person hard and say 'look who's talking? looser!!' yeshh yeshh, i warranty u're gonna say that..

that-person suck up to me with over-exagerrated compliment when im 'up' and 'hammer' me down when im 'down'.. so uh, i'd better not-talk too much bout that-person... i lost my respect to that-person anyway.... that-person is just too boasty... ==' eww...

and... let us discuss about something more-universal, shall we?
hhhh, i find it hard for being a girl.. in a lot of aspects... do you girls agree that we have lotss of things we should never do or should do?

one of the current gossip that i heard was that one of my guy-cousin is being chased by a girl.. his colleagues.. [im not mentioning name, hope u dont mind.. ^^]
yeshh, the girl calls even during the night... & my aunt told mom that she dislikes the girl for being to 'easy'.. wooing on a guy..

i analyse it and think.. if a girl 'fight' for what she wanted, then she is a b*tch; but if she didn't... bye bye... the guy never know.. and she's just gonna get whatever is 'served' under her nose.. [if there is, if none then just wait until you grow old and..... *cough*]

and its hard to know what the opposite gender really wants..
do u think by being pretty then every guys in the whole universe would go after you?
the answer is N-O NO.. some guys just have self-esteem... they are not confident enough.. so they go for the so-so girl..? [guys, am i right? ermm... maybe partly coz inner-beauty did matter too]
and by doing this, those pretty girls would just go like "what the the hell were you thinkin?" but she wont say it out... its her pride, dude!

well to me, every guy in the world are born to be risk-taker.. if the girl rejects, then find another one..? i knew it aint that easy, but if you think that a girl would say it out first? ummm.... well at least, a girl like me,, won't... even tho i fancied someone like hell, i would never.. signs from the girls? oh come on get a life, girls these days are smart enough to pretend that she doesn't like you even though she's boiling magma inside her heart... and some girls might treat their crush reallyyyyy badly just to hide her feelings... [read it from a magazine]

enough of the feeling-ways, now we r gonna talk about the fashion-ways..
hh... go out to the mall or wherever [and im not talking about japan/ taiwan].. guys went out with their T shirt& maximum they would go-- would be a nicely-gel hair.?
or some accesories..?
but girls? some ppl might think that girls with complicated outlooks just complicate her own life, but still.. if a girl looked messy, nobody looks at her right? whilst every girls wished to be a head turner...
it is difficult.. yes it is..

guys.. if you think that wearing pump shoes are comfortable, you are not fully correct! notice the girls around you who are fashion-conscious enough& not wearing stocking or socks of any kind... look at the back of her feet [not the bottom], you see some scars there? yes, it is how much we girls are hurt, looking all beautiful-ish, yet our feet bruise.. Y^Y it pains.. and you guys never get to feel it...

second, high heels... obviously, it hurts... alot.... and a lot of guys cant even try.. coz girls size is much smaller.... guys' feet could go up to 46 or above, right? ^^' which is kinda scary... ^^'

thirdly, [again] its all about structure... should not grow fat lahhh.... should not be pimply lahh.. and deblah deblah.. but back to what i just told y all... by being pretty, doesnt warranty that everyone's gonna chase you...

hmm... life's complicated... you never know whats gonna happen next.. there are lots of factors you never know... so just live it the way it flows... ^^

by the way, lately im in LOVE with avril's songs.. ^^ girlfriend, best damn thing, and complicated.. maybe that's lame for some of you, but its lame-r to eww me...
and ohh ya.. blink 182& fall out boy rocks too! *v*
*woot* *woot*

woops, guess i gotta go now... gonna write more, sometimes later... thatha for now.... wish me sweet dreams.... ^^
till the next post!! ^0^

*\\_yummy_angelita_//*

birthdays...

hi ho hi ho..

im bored to death reading those papers i oughta do..
forgetting to mention 2 CVs i gotta send to 2 diff places..
hux..
so now, im gonna write all the birthdays i passed.. thx god im not dead.. wehhh??

04 august 1990..
a baby girl of weight 3.4 kg was born at RS. Pondok Indah
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[by the time the photo was taken, im not 3.4 lahh... this photo is months later...]

04 august 1991
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have my 1st party at home.. no friends invited.. only some relatives.. who turned out to be HG now.. ahaha... photo with them N/A

04 august 1992
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another party at home.. the same ppl coming...

04 august 1993
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party at school... my kindergarten.. mutiara indonesia... mom's real busy..

04 august 1994
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party at home.. just take photos, buy birthday cake.. hmmphh..

04 august 1995
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party at Mc Donalds citraland... =) with all the anak TK.. klas 0 besar... hwakakaka!

04 august 1996
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another party at home.. call it pathetic.. well its not that i am not respecting mom for providing those party supplies but.. what's the point of those?? =/

04 august 1997
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party at home.. [again?!!] how many times have i celebrated these kinds of party with no friends?!! ==' uhh.. really did look WEIRD.. =='


04 august 1998

party at beach!! yayyy!! with cousins.. == but nvm! it rocks!! ^O^
jagung bakar... sandcastle.. kyaaaaa...
didnt take pic coz we sweat too much& looked fugly coz of it..

04 august 1999

[another] parti @ home.. looked real BAD, wont upload the pic..

04 aug 2000

[another] parti @ home.. looked even WORST.. my hair was so short i look like a male!!!!!!!! uh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo........

04 aug 2001
mommy, im grown up! i dun wanna have toopid parties no more... [glad i said so.. =b]

04 aug 2002
no parti.. but there r gifts... ^^ yayy!

04 august 2003
the gang stay quiet, they ignore me!!!
during lunch...

angelina: ta, baca ini deh *gv a piece of paper* *run*
me: ehh?? *confused*

paper says: pergi ke tempat biasa org makan

i went there.. [canteen]

yesi: nih ta, baca.. *run*
me: wait wait.. haizz.. ==3

paper says: pergi ke kelas ade ny tmen lu dgn kode 'iraqy'

yep it goes on and on and on... sampe akhirnya gw dah cape, gw k toilet& tnyata tha's the finishing point.. ohohoho..

amy: k ta, ini ada 8 bilik, lu pilih 1 nomer..
angelina: angka sial aja ta.. 4 yah 4!! [maksa]
me: 3 aja!
angelina: engga engga,, 4 aja yah 4 aja [maksa lagi]& tadaaaa...
ALL: happy betdei tata *sing*
me: *touched* hampir nangis.. thanx yah smuany... ^w^ uwahh..
*ringgggggggggggggggg*
yessica: eh dah bel tu, naiq yu!!
and runnnn...
me: romantic momento ny cpt amadzz ==3 haiyahhh...

and yep, no parti dat day... =)

04 august 2004

in hua's toilet... [sgp]
ms elaine: angelita, is today your birthday?
me: err.. yep.. how d u know?
ms elaine: students register..

@ class..
Ms elaine: guys, today's angelita's bdae.. let's sing her a happy betdei...

& aft that- salaman kondangan.... hwhwhwhwhw..

04 august 2005
bought a cake& mkn2 brg sma anaq2 lavender place... kue ny kurang bwat semuanya... ihixx.. trus liftny pake stuck di lantai 13 cashew block 14B lagi!! shock gw...
fotony pake camera auntie jo& ning nong.. & sampe skg mrk ga pna ksi gw pdahal uda gw minta berkali- kali.. yahh males d org kek gt...

karna itu jatuh di weekdays, so during d weekend [sunday]
g traktir anaq2 hua di genki sushi [bner ga sih? gw lupa namany, pokkny yg di novena lt bawah itu..] trus g traktir mrk ntn... pada bingung maw ntn apa& akhirny qta ntn marebito.. NC16 lho!! wkt itu gw br 15 pdahal.. tp qta bohonxx.. ahaha... pake ID ny lynnda ya klo ga salah? hehehe.... =b it was sorta funnnn... ^^ V

04 august 2006
happy sweet16 to me..
pagi2 dah dpt surprise.. =D
on2 dtg k rumah& kasi kalung tinkerbell..
di skul.. gw lg brantem ma chiko klo ga slh?
huxx huxx..
hmm,,,, di klas tb2 ms rientha blg k smua org, gw lg betdei.. jd the whole carnegie nyanyi happy betdei d.. trus salaman kondangan... ahahahah..
malemny, dinner sama on2.. di rose garden.. [nama restaurant, bukan kebun mawar lhoo] =b

04 august 2007

HAPPY SWEET17
ah finally finally!!
party di hotel ciputra..
theme: harajuku gothic lolita
dress code: gothic lolita
eo: full colour eo by ko david =)

mc: ko ropy& ko irwan
breakers: soul beat radical ^O^
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time: 18 00... tp gw-ny telat.. hwaduhh..
usher: ci wenny& her friend..
my dress: 1/2 kimono, 1/2 lolita
salon: trisley by ci maya..

DJ: DJ harris
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cake: creative cake- mba nini
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decor: mas harry
other crew to make the party-> spectacular: ko joey, the jap teacher, mr ariel, the photographer& vid shooting man, ci susan,& smua crew d pokokny.. ^^
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invitation: partiholics& brams entertanment EO
thanks gift-cd: partiholics& brams ent EO

what happen:
= opening- me as ghost sweeper mikami made entrance
= *~diner~*
= ceremonial 8 couples.. the 'grammy award' candles.. ^^ ada sungokong lg.. ahuhauhauha!
= surprise bwat bonyoq..
HAPPY 25TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!!
= dikerjain sama fc
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= potong kue, tiup lilin, yah panjang dehh..
= TV CHAMPION game-->
~stage 1: - stand on 1 leg, megang sumpit& karna byk yg tahan, mulutny diselipin sendok& ada marbles.. wakaka.. nasib d yg pake heels.. Xb 40 orang pserta..


~stage 2:- 9 orang yg bertahan, makan roti tawar isi wasabi& minum searing hot ginger tea!! *evil grin* wakakakaka... ksian liadna.. XP


~stage 3:- 3 org tersisa [darwin, vika, femine] dandan ala geisha! muka pk masker bengkoang, lipstick merahh& mrk py asisten utk dandanin.. wkwkwkw.. stlh dandan, fashion show d mrk... ahuahuahuha...



++hehehe.. game ny jahat ga sih? udh kaki pegel, mulut lg doer2ny abis kepedesan wasabi& teh jahe anget, muka mesti didempul make up lagi?!! fashion show lagi?!!! why do u think, tmen gw pd maw? karna hadiah yg di display adalah...........nokia N70!! padahal isiny bkan,,,, ahuhauhauhua... isiny SE yg murah.. =b maafkan daku, win...++

abis itu polonise time.. ga ky eo laen yg polonise ny main ular naga panjangnya.. poloniseny itu main 'snake' yg di hp nokia.. ^^ pasangan gw yahh ko irwan.. plg dpn getoo.. dy yg arahin cara muternya.. was so funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn....


stlh 2x muter, qta limbooooo....
limbo dpn.. trus 1 puteran& limbo blkg.. ^^
trus pasanganny ga jd couple2 lg..
jdny gandeng tgn org yg dibelakang& lari2..
seruu lariny.. gw gandeng ko ropy& valen.. ^^
trus barisanny curl up ditengah& DISCO TIME!


DJ Harris on the groove!
*woot woot*
trus qta dance ampe kringetan& loyo..
&loncat2.. hehehe..
yahh brief summary ny gt de...

& that's all parti2 gw..
yg 18 ky gimana yaa? gw jg pnasaran.. tp check it out next year!
upcoming--> 04 august 2008!! ^^ hehehehe...

*~gelita~*

My to do list...

oh godddddd......
im all stressed up now!
I should be happy coz lebaran holiday is around the corner!!
but.... my papers are due on 12& 21st of oct...
which is the day [exactly] before& after lebaran breaks.. T_T
hixxx..... so my to-do-list..

*= HRM paper [2500 words] due 21 oct- 12 noon
*= OB paper [2500 words] due 12 oct- 12 noon
*= write what happen at UQ's class [no limit] due 8 oct- 3pm
*= aradhana's case study assignment for monday 8 oct
*= read aradhana's notes
*= presentation HRM on monday 8 oct

T_T oh goddddd......

k that's the painful part.... how abt the nice part?? *wink*

lebaran holiday falls from 13 to 21& im gonna go to sing [again=,='] & then genting.... ^^
yayy at least i went somewhere... after all these painful assig, which probably would double its size, sometimes not-much-later.... huxx..
and i definitely gonna need far east plazaaaaaaa.... i miss that part of sg soooooo muchhh.. and bugis and.... hixx.. i dont think i have enough time... =='
i oso wanna meet hua family!! but what scares me is... the time.... im gonna be there from 13 to 19.. but v [mom& my relatives] r gonna go to genting too.. perhaps 1-2 days at sing... and i have loadddsss to visit...

that's all for now.. the class is going to PT. fortune, at 12.... so i gotta make sure everything's right.. and i gotta go somewhere b4hand 。。。==

catcha later!
till the next post!! ^o^
*_仙_*

ppl grows..

My world is changing...
The universe is turning...
There are no more lolipops or merry-go-rounds..
no more cute stuff& cheerful [toopid]laughter..
It passes so fast i dont even know where am i heading...

is it the uni certificate what i want?
is it hg?
is it money?
is it employment?
is it to feel needed?
is it to boast about something?
is it position?
is it popularity?

WHAT IS IT?!
i dont even know..
but im gonna figure out what..
i cant let myself fell to uncertainty..
i cant be a kid to decide..
i cant flashback the whole friggin time& ignore my future..
lun is like... oh-so-yesterday...
high school is over...
kiddy-game is not to be touched..
adult games?
call me chicken or what-so-ever...
i don't give a da*n..
well,,, that's why i dont wanna grow up..
i guess that's the bitter reality of life..

what is all about a human?
a baby turning to whining school girl,
teenager... university.. working.. having hubby... having kids... the kids grow up, you grow old.. and die..
omg i just sounded so morbid... well excuse me..

haizzz.. you know what,
dreams comin true ain't nice the whole time..
my childhood dream was to throw an awesome sweet17 party..
but now? the passion is no more there...
it just...
passes....
like that...
5 hours& that's IT..
leaving me with agony... is that what i am dreaming of?
well, the party was cool...
but it just.... ended so fast...
5 hours... the 5 hours i had been waiting for, for the past 14 years of my life!
it ended in 5 hours?!!!

moving on... *randomness*

hmm... i used to be in science accel class.. not even pre-u yet...
i str8 away jumped to uni.. with O level cert..
business stream... call me nuts.... but that's the truth..
the types of competition is changing..
im beckoned to be volatile liquid..
a chameleon...
if sulking is what i want, im not doing it..
do i hate it? not really...
i wanna be better....
i wanna be a social mammal..
i wanna be strong...
i wanna forget those pains..
i wanna turn over a new leaf..

k, its getting late.... i need to do a lot of stuffs... & oh ya... i wanna stop contradicting myself... im not 'that' moody by the time..... but if my post made you 'swt'... just ignore it... pls dont be a bitch about it... [im not being sarcastic]

welll then...
till the next post!
*_仙_*