Friday 23 Nov 2007
The noise pollution made by the tidied books and the strapping rubber bought me a ticket to consciousness. As my eyes opened half heartedly on a Friday morning, I narrowed my view and curses are the first thing coming into my mind as the clock reads four. I glance over my territory and saw a shadow of a lady in her pink night gown. Without further verification on who it was, I knew it has gotta be mom. After shoo-ing her in the nicest manner I could ever have at dawn, I continue my sleep yet ended up fiasco.
Minute distractions perturbed me so much, hence I decided to rise and wash my hair. As the luke warm water showered me from head to toe; I felt its’ relaxing effect and the aroma of the musky soap, thrilled me with delights.
k, this is gonna be real longgggggggg if I were to describe every single thang-ies of the day. Just feel like writing something as such- a minute ago, and now I just want to summarise the main highlights of the day.
2 words to describe Friday, 23 November 2007:
LAUGHING DAY
yes, I laughed too much- I ill feel my laughing voice… or, should I call it noise instead?
well uhh… =’(
It started in the morning with cheesy jokes I suddenly remember, which made me grin like a retarded girl. Without me noticing, my eye balls were settled on my house maid, and I felt awkward as she looked back and asked what happened, with a SAD worried look. It was so stupid and her innocent face, somehow made me feel like a sinner.
Moving on… It was after the lunch break- clau chan and I decided to return to our class. We waited for quite a while and were inside the lift with an armed security guard. He made his exit at P5 and I desperately pressed the close button, 5 times in 2 seconds. I turned back and was about to whisper something to clau, but before im able to say a thing, clau raised her phone up high and tell me: “kekny disini bisa foto yg bgs de =).”
As I was shifting nearer to her and strike a pose like a retarded model, [like what I’ve done all these time] the door re-opened and we were greatly flabbergasted, hoping that the man didn’t saw our embarrassing pose.
I was so embarrassed and I did not dare to face the pervert-faced man, but poor claudy was at my back and there’s no way for her to hide her blushing face.
Maybe it sounded not that funny here, but trusts me; it felt so stupid remembering the timing and the characters involved, the mimics and all. I was struggling hard to stop laughing, but I ended up giggling.
Seeing on how I hide my expression and giggle like THAT, tickles clau.. like a lot.. and she burst into laughter. ahahahahaha.!!
Foolishly, the old man was so kepo and asked us ‘ada apa si de?’ I dare not look back as I was laughing like rubbish and I attempted to answer that there is a ridiculous picture in my phone. *lying* Im not sure whether he heard that, and well… mahahahahaha…
and everyone who saw us laughing- are just swt-ing… aha aha aha ahahhahahaha…
huhhh…. why aint it sound funny here? niwae… hahahahaha…
and third, after the day’s lesson; claudya, hendhy, bannon and I were chit chatting about dufan. haha.. nt gona mention much bout that, but seriously non, kalo bneran jd k dufan, qt ga blh lupa, msti pk rok y! byar ga disuru naik macem2.. hehehehehe,,,,,
and oh ya, 1 more thing b4 conclusion, it feels nice bullying claudya…. mahahahahahahaha…. *evil grin* huahuahua…
ouchhh! muii tummy hurts [again], better stop this thing, ciao!
*~yummy~*
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Sunday, November 18, 2007
posts..
the following are posts i saved in ms word& nw i just got the time to post it in this blog so yeah.... it doesnt describe my current mood... so,jz read it if u want.. if u don't wish to, then ignore.... k? ^^
*~yummy~*
*~yummy~*
true love . . .
~true love~
I might be a 17 yr old lil girl who seems to be alien to love, and you might think that you know more if you are older than me. Nevertheless, the ‘real’ meaning of love does not depend on how old you are or how often you date with kabazillion jerks. In my point of view, you would understand ‘love’, only when you’ve met your true love.
If you think that someone is just too cute to resist, kind [to you], smart and all – THEN he/she is your true love, im telling y, you are damn wrong. [it happens to some people]
Even your own steady might or might not be your true love, coz the feeling of ‘liking’ someone is somewhat undistinguishable with the word ‘love’ and ‘afraid of losing fans’.
Your true love is someone who would make you cry when you know that the two of you could never work out, the tears shed is very different from any other. You would be a ridiculous stupid fool, with panda eyes and eye bags, crying over ‘that’ someone; nobody can understand you but yourself and you feel that life is worthless without his/her presence. You would feel so stupid that you can’t use your brain, no logical thinking, and you don’t care if you die coz you know that your life is just a big null. Worst of all, you think that ‘the person’ deserves these!
[and here, im not talking of those bloody fool who felt this way all the time they are in 'love'; im talking about people [esp. girls] who are smart enough & doesn’t fell so easily to a guy]
Uh well, I guess this insolent lil girl would just end her post abt true love, and if you wanna get my advice on true love, here you go…
If you are a guy, go run after her coz you never know whether she felt the same.
If you are a girl, pray. [how sad -,-‘]
I might be a 17 yr old lil girl who seems to be alien to love, and you might think that you know more if you are older than me. Nevertheless, the ‘real’ meaning of love does not depend on how old you are or how often you date with kabazillion jerks. In my point of view, you would understand ‘love’, only when you’ve met your true love.
If you think that someone is just too cute to resist, kind [to you], smart and all – THEN he/she is your true love, im telling y, you are damn wrong. [it happens to some people]
Even your own steady might or might not be your true love, coz the feeling of ‘liking’ someone is somewhat undistinguishable with the word ‘love’ and ‘afraid of losing fans’.
Your true love is someone who would make you cry when you know that the two of you could never work out, the tears shed is very different from any other. You would be a ridiculous stupid fool, with panda eyes and eye bags, crying over ‘that’ someone; nobody can understand you but yourself and you feel that life is worthless without his/her presence. You would feel so stupid that you can’t use your brain, no logical thinking, and you don’t care if you die coz you know that your life is just a big null. Worst of all, you think that ‘the person’ deserves these!
[and here, im not talking of those bloody fool who felt this way all the time they are in 'love'; im talking about people [esp. girls] who are smart enough & doesn’t fell so easily to a guy]
Uh well, I guess this insolent lil girl would just end her post abt true love, and if you wanna get my advice on true love, here you go…
If you are a guy, go run after her coz you never know whether she felt the same.
If you are a girl, pray. [how sad -,-‘]
old love song
This is a very old song lyric from the album ‘Max 5’, guess it’s released some when in the 90s, but it somehow described what true love is to me. Yes, the lyrics sliced my heart into pieces… *hix*
and last addition! You truly loved someone when you are ABLE cry for them. [how sweet]
*~Have you ever by brandy~*
Have you ever been in love
been in love so bad
you’d do anything to make them understand
have you ever had someone steal your heart away
you’d give anything to make them feel the same
have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
but you don’t know what to say
and you don’t know where to start
Chorus
Have you ever loved somebody so much
it makes you cry
have you ever needed something so bad
you cant sleep at night
have you ever tried to find the words but they don’t come out right
have you ever, have you ever?
Have you ever found the one
you’ve dreamed of all your life
do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you’ve given your heart to
only to find that one won’t give their heart to you
have you ever closed your eyes and
dreamed that they were there
and all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
*repeat chorus*
what do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
what do I gotta say to get to your heart
to make you understand how I need you next to me
gotta get you in my world
cuz baby I cant sleep
*repeat chorus*
and last addition! You truly loved someone when you are ABLE cry for them. [how sweet]
*~Have you ever by brandy~*
Have you ever been in love
been in love so bad
you’d do anything to make them understand
have you ever had someone steal your heart away
you’d give anything to make them feel the same
have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
but you don’t know what to say
and you don’t know where to start
Chorus
Have you ever loved somebody so much
it makes you cry
have you ever needed something so bad
you cant sleep at night
have you ever tried to find the words but they don’t come out right
have you ever, have you ever?
Have you ever found the one
you’ve dreamed of all your life
do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you’ve given your heart to
only to find that one won’t give their heart to you
have you ever closed your eyes and
dreamed that they were there
and all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
*repeat chorus*
what do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
what do I gotta say to get to your heart
to make you understand how I need you next to me
gotta get you in my world
cuz baby I cant sleep
*repeat chorus*
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Read until the story ends.. :)
I was staring at him,
and he was staring at me.
The time went dead,
and we feel like there are only two of us,
living on the earth.
I stared deeply into his deep dark eyes
and I saw nothing but an innocent pair of eyes.
He investigated mine and was taken aback
as I shut the drawer and scream
“TIKUSSSSS!”
ahaha… yes yeshh, the “he” mentioned above is a mouse!
So here the complete story goes…
Last Sunday I went to somebody’s house [not gonna tell you who, coz it might embarrass her] and we were chit chatting, playing games, yadidadidadida…
Out of the blue, I felt the urge to get some glucose, so I self-service and was hunting for Frozz in her drawer. I unlatched the first drawer and feel like something is wrong, so I decided to investigate the drawer before my hands dive in.
I wasn’t wrong after all. There was a little mouse, coated with perfectly-brewed-cappuccino colour, heading my way. It approaches me and stared deep into my eyes. We made eye contacts for ten seconds, and as I was regaining my consciousness; I pushed the drawer shut.
I paused for a while and told her maid to catch the mouse, and the rest of the story is just all about mouse-hunting, trust me u ain’t gona love the story, so I’d better not say.
You know what? The mouse looked exactly like Stuart little in cappuccino version!
=,=’ oh my..
and he was staring at me.
The time went dead,
and we feel like there are only two of us,
living on the earth.
I stared deeply into his deep dark eyes
and I saw nothing but an innocent pair of eyes.
He investigated mine and was taken aback
as I shut the drawer and scream
“TIKUSSSSS!”
ahaha… yes yeshh, the “he” mentioned above is a mouse!
So here the complete story goes…
Last Sunday I went to somebody’s house [not gonna tell you who, coz it might embarrass her] and we were chit chatting, playing games, yadidadidadida…
Out of the blue, I felt the urge to get some glucose, so I self-service and was hunting for Frozz in her drawer. I unlatched the first drawer and feel like something is wrong, so I decided to investigate the drawer before my hands dive in.
I wasn’t wrong after all. There was a little mouse, coated with perfectly-brewed-cappuccino colour, heading my way. It approaches me and stared deep into my eyes. We made eye contacts for ten seconds, and as I was regaining my consciousness; I pushed the drawer shut.
I paused for a while and told her maid to catch the mouse, and the rest of the story is just all about mouse-hunting, trust me u ain’t gona love the story, so I’d better not say.
You know what? The mouse looked exactly like Stuart little in cappuccino version!
=,=’ oh my..
Monday, November 5, 2007
how random...
my world has been up and down..
up
and
down
and
up
and
down
and
up
and
down
and
...
...
...
..
...
..
...
.
well, that's dumb..
=,=''
haizzzz.......
i found out many interesting facts..
and im nt telling you what!
and to my wonderful curhat friends,
im still confused...
haizz...
'only donkey fell twice to the same hole'
guess im one..
huwaaaaa......
[im talking about 'polar'& 'tip x' thang]
*cry*
*cry*
*sob*
*hix*
anyone, ask me out for puri land!!
i wanna play the drum thangggggg
uwaaa uwaaa...
in desperate need...
but everybody went dating...
huwaaaa....
*cry*
hmm... guess this is the dumbest post i had ever post... ^^'
niwae.. gtg... tha"!
[swt --']
*~yummy~*
up
and
down
and
up
and
down
and
up
and
down
and
...
...
...
..
...
..
...
.
well, that's dumb..
=,=''
haizzzz.......
i found out many interesting facts..
and im nt telling you what!
and to my wonderful curhat friends,
im still confused...
haizz...
'only donkey fell twice to the same hole'
guess im one..
huwaaaaa......
[im talking about 'polar'& 'tip x' thang]
*cry*
*cry*
*sob*
*hix*
anyone, ask me out for puri land!!
i wanna play the drum thangggggg
uwaaa uwaaa...
in desperate need...
but everybody went dating...
huwaaaa....
*cry*
hmm... guess this is the dumbest post i had ever post... ^^'
niwae.. gtg... tha"!
[swt --']
*~yummy~*
Friday, November 2, 2007
do i have 'that' pervertic look?
i was taken aback with what she's got to say.
yes.. it is a SHE, tellin me err...
hundred million compliments EVERY single day!!
well, guess it's allr8 to hear compliments evtime you've doll up..
but even for the time u think that u look ugly?
[example: at home when u know nobody's looking]
it could mean either insults OR she's sucking up..
and she is my new maid, for god's sake!!
yeah yeah.. she compliment me like:
"y r just so hot" "beautiful" "sexy" "sweet" "cute" "wear something 'lower'" "you don't look good wearing T shirt, better wear tank& tube top" "you look bad wearing baggy stuff, wear something tighter"
i used to think its' normal... [tho' adrenaline-secreting, coz i aint sure if they were true..]
and i ignore her most of the time.. coz she is a SHE!
if she is a HE, then it wont take me so long to get the hint..
besides, not to boast or anything,
i got much enough that i wont even care for any more compliments.
and the time i realized something is MORE in her eyes..
and the way she touches my hand and do stuff..
from me to me: oh my goshhh!!!! XoX
yesh yeshh.. im so afraid.. i freak out!
but its not enough to say that SHE likes me..!
she's 18 and single, and so-so looking [but i bet guys outta there wud wanna woo her], sec 3 graduate and able to cook.. i dont see anything wrong, but yeaterday, mom asked her on what is so wrong with her, and she said that she find girls more interesting than guys!!
and she never find such a kind hearted& cute girl like me!
[for god's sake, im NOT boasting!! this is something a lesbian said to my mom!! so there's nothin to boast about..]
and by the time mom told me all these, im speechless. [juz knew it today]
i just dont see why are there so many bi being in love with me? [she's not the first/ 2nd] TxT
am i giving them 'hopes'?
well, i looked at myself once again and evaluate..
yesh im being kind..
to everyone...
maybe more to girls coz we can share more secrets?
and im a 17 yrs-old single..
but that doesnt make it; a reason for girls to love me!!
and today, a guy from her company picked her up to be switched with another maid.
you know what happened?
i locked myself up in my room, by the time i reached home upto now [when she's gone].
and ev1 said that she's crying, she's wailing and she dun wanna go back b4 she saw me for at least the last time, and mom caught her stealing my 5R photo from my room! [maybe she took it few days ago]
oh dude! what is so wrong with her??
let me clarify, i might be VERY kind to a lot of people, but im straight!
i like my girl- friends as friends.
guy- friends? well.. depends..
i do call my girl-friends with 'beb', 'hun-buns' & debla2..
we made lesbians jokes..
but it's bcoz we are close, so we did that!
we meant nothing more..
hmmph, well im running out of stuffs to write.
coz the more i write, the more 'emergency' i got..
so, cathca later! till the next post!! =)
*~yummy~*
yes.. it is a SHE, tellin me err...
hundred million compliments EVERY single day!!
well, guess it's allr8 to hear compliments evtime you've doll up..
but even for the time u think that u look ugly?
[example: at home when u know nobody's looking]
it could mean either insults OR she's sucking up..
and she is my new maid, for god's sake!!
yeah yeah.. she compliment me like:
"y r just so hot" "beautiful" "sexy" "sweet" "cute" "wear something 'lower'" "you don't look good wearing T shirt, better wear tank& tube top" "you look bad wearing baggy stuff, wear something tighter"
i used to think its' normal... [tho' adrenaline-secreting, coz i aint sure if they were true..]
and i ignore her most of the time.. coz she is a SHE!
if she is a HE, then it wont take me so long to get the hint..
besides, not to boast or anything,
i got much enough that i wont even care for any more compliments.
and the time i realized something is MORE in her eyes..
and the way she touches my hand and do stuff..
from me to me: oh my goshhh!!!! XoX
yesh yeshh.. im so afraid.. i freak out!
but its not enough to say that SHE likes me..!
she's 18 and single, and so-so looking [but i bet guys outta there wud wanna woo her], sec 3 graduate and able to cook.. i dont see anything wrong, but yeaterday, mom asked her on what is so wrong with her, and she said that she find girls more interesting than guys!!
and she never find such a kind hearted& cute girl like me!
[for god's sake, im NOT boasting!! this is something a lesbian said to my mom!! so there's nothin to boast about..]
and by the time mom told me all these, im speechless. [juz knew it today]
i just dont see why are there so many bi being in love with me? [she's not the first/ 2nd] TxT
am i giving them 'hopes'?
well, i looked at myself once again and evaluate..
yesh im being kind..
to everyone...
maybe more to girls coz we can share more secrets?
and im a 17 yrs-old single..
but that doesnt make it; a reason for girls to love me!!
and today, a guy from her company picked her up to be switched with another maid.
you know what happened?
i locked myself up in my room, by the time i reached home upto now [when she's gone].
and ev1 said that she's crying, she's wailing and she dun wanna go back b4 she saw me for at least the last time, and mom caught her stealing my 5R photo from my room! [maybe she took it few days ago]
oh dude! what is so wrong with her??
let me clarify, i might be VERY kind to a lot of people, but im straight!
i like my girl- friends as friends.
guy- friends? well.. depends..
i do call my girl-friends with 'beb', 'hun-buns' & debla2..
we made lesbians jokes..
but it's bcoz we are close, so we did that!
we meant nothing more..
hmmph, well im running out of stuffs to write.
coz the more i write, the more 'emergency' i got..
so, cathca later! till the next post!! =)
*~yummy~*
Thursday, November 1, 2007
random ness....
finally i made it!!
yeshh yeshh!
i made 1 over glittered image at last..
and it looked like extreme japanese-ness...
thanx to www.blingee.com ^^
and here it is..
Add Glitter to your Photos
[ppl are swt-ing] --'
yeshh yeshh!
i made 1 over glittered image at last..
and it looked like extreme japanese-ness...
thanx to www.blingee.com ^^
and here it is..
Add Glitter to your Photos
[ppl are swt-ing] --'
the pink diary
I glanced out of the window and stared up to the sky
the sky was painted in impossible blue
and the white clouds synchronizes the peaceful panorama...
For a second my mind flew,
leaving my body dead without a single thought and action.
It was flashbacks inside my medulla oblongata,
on how things are going so far.
I found kabazillion stuff happening in the past 17 years.
It might not be detailed, and I found myself astounding little facts.
The soft pink diary with furry cinnamon roll pen
suddenly caught my eyesight,
it sends immediate nerve signals
to my axon and dendron, reaches my motor cell
and command my albino-ish right hand
to pick it up and read.
There is nothing but an old entry entitled “The Day”
I eww on how adrenaline-secreting the title was,
nevertheless, the content succeeded in making me grin
and weep at the same time.
I recalled those heart-throbbing momentums
and I told myself “future here I come”.
the sky was painted in impossible blue
and the white clouds synchronizes the peaceful panorama...
For a second my mind flew,
leaving my body dead without a single thought and action.
It was flashbacks inside my medulla oblongata,
on how things are going so far.
I found kabazillion stuff happening in the past 17 years.
It might not be detailed, and I found myself astounding little facts.
The soft pink diary with furry cinnamon roll pen
suddenly caught my eyesight,
it sends immediate nerve signals
to my axon and dendron, reaches my motor cell
and command my albino-ish right hand
to pick it up and read.
There is nothing but an old entry entitled “The Day”
I eww on how adrenaline-secreting the title was,
nevertheless, the content succeeded in making me grin
and weep at the same time.
I recalled those heart-throbbing momentums
and I told myself “future here I come”.
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