mOmmy yummy!

stuck

2009-01-30T03:54:00.000-08:00

a lil part of each of these 2 songs sticks a lot in my mind today..
somehow.. i dont know..
[i know.. they're in different format.. apology.. =__=']

John Legend Lyrics
P.D.A (We Just Don%27t Care) Lyrics

[ The part: "we just dont care we just dont care" ~lalala]

and as for this one..

=Sunshine after the rain=

Sunshine , Good times
I know , you'll be fine

Woke up this morning
Another brand new start
That' s our life
I jumped with every beat of my heart
When you came over
I could see something was wrong
It really isn't worth that you
just get to keep moving alone
You know that , I always be there

I'll be your sunshine after the rain
When the sky is turning grey
You know that I'm never far away
Sunshine after the rain
Together till the end
Whenever you're in need of a friend
or a shoulder to cry on
someone there to relie on
I'll be your sunshine after the rain
It's the one thing I won't change

We known each other
Since I don't know how long
As long as I remember
You were always there
Singing along
There's been some good times
There's even been some sad
But we always somehow managed
To get something good
Out of the bad
Remember, I'll always be there

I'll be your sunshine after the rain
When the sky is turning grey
You know that I'm never far away
Sunshine after the rain
Together till the end
Whenever you're in need of a friend
or a shoulder to cry on
someone there to relie on
I'll be your sunshine after the rain
it's the one thing I won't change

Some say that friends
will come and go
But this thing we have
will always grow
It's just one of these things you know

Sunshine , Good Times
I know , we'll be fine

I'll be your sunshine after the rain
When the sky is turning grey
You know that I'm never far away
Sunshine after the rain
Together till the end
Whenever you're in need of a friend
or a shoulder to cry on
someone there to relie on
I'll be your sunshine after the rain
It's the one thing I won't change

[The part: "I'll be your sunshine after the rain, When the sky is turning grey, You know that I'm never far away]

hmm i dont know why.. i know im very random.. :b

-Yummy!

another random post..

2009-01-26T04:03:00.001-08:00

now its around 7pm in a lunar new year night..

....continuing the last post . . .

today was a nice day coz han han (my long-time-no-see cousin came over with his dad, yes its been 5 years i guess.. weww.. and he looked so much like nicky tirta! mom& i agreed) and my little angels [nephew& niece], nicholas and jessica came over with their parents too! ^^
well my family didnt take photos.. coz they just didnt like it.. haha weird uhh?

hmm here's are some random photos..

[hey! i made use of the cherry to try makin a knot with the stem using my tongue& TADAAAA! >w< i succeed! nahh i was lucky actually.. hahaha!]

by the way! i had recently been playing this game called 'super pets' on facebook&
anyone who has super pets, hug me alright! its pretty fun ^^ and cute.. hehe

k, im gonna end this post for now& my tomorrow plan is.........hang out with vina, ratna& chu! ^^ see ya girls tumorooo!

Love,
yummy!

Gong Xi Fa Chai !

2009-01-25T19:10:00.000-08:00

that was last night's dinner... for 5 ppl.. i cant breath, yet dad said i ate the least... [im not!!] uh well..

Mwahh :x
-Yummy!

the day before chinese new year

2009-01-25T01:12:00.000-08:00

this post is like.. so updated!
this is what happen in my house today, a day before the chinese new year 25 jan 2009....

i knw.. my house's 'so chinese' right?
we didnt do things (decoration, etc) for chrismast or whatever.. just chinese new year..

yes, it looked like a temple.. well, dad's the cause..

as for the dinner,

some dishes are cooked by mom& some are bought in the restaurant..
i helped out too ^^

Well, sis is still at Solo and my cousins are non- Jakartanian.. So only ci sienny and her newly wed husband, ko Yudhi came over.. that explains the 5 seats. Hmmm......
Anyway, happy lunar new year! :DD

-Yummy!

Frente- Bizzarre love triangle

2009-01-19T18:55:00.000-08:00

Frente Lyrics
Bizarre Love Triangle Lyrics

uni uni... pusinggg!

2009-01-08T21:28:00.001-08:00

i had to start deciding what uni to enter next! X(
anyone who can help in researching.. please do..
i'll appreciate it very much T___T
thank you!

ahemm okay, what i need is a university:

- which accept edexcel's BTEC HND [highest national diploma] graduates for the last 2 year or last year in their university,

-located in UK/ China/ Hong Kong

-preferably offering scholarship

-has a good reputation and name

oh oh and if it located in china, make sure it is an international uni... i dont want to study my university years reading chinese characters!! its scary!! >O<

my current choice:
University of nottingham, ningbo, China
Leeds metropolitan university, Leeds, UK

Thank youuus!
~yummy!

grdes grades grades its drivin me booyah-ing! hohoho

2009-01-08T00:09:00.000-08:00

hari ini grades aku keluar semuaaaaa ^o^
senangnyaa...
spt yg uda gw bilang seblomnya,
research project gw distinction,
trus td dikasi feedback financial reporting.. &referal2 ny financial reporting uda gw bikin di kampus ^^
1kelas referal... hahah.. dosen ny perfeksionis..
&& baru aja telpun mr tamzil bwat nanya business strategy,,
trus dy bilang
'ya ampunn angel... kamu mah ga usah nelpun saya... masa iya kamu bisa dapet referal??
hehehe' ^^ huahh legaaaa...! [seinget gw si udah dpt merit 123 jg yg ini ^^ ]
advertising udah confirmed dapet Merit, cos udah dapet M123, cuma ada 1 soal yg referal,, tinggal tambahin bbrp baris, maka resmi lah merit grade ny.. ^^
senang senang! ^^

till here 4 now...
~yummy!

cheesiness

2008-08-31T20:04:00.003-07:00

cheesy stuffs i got from fs bulletin board, +- 4 years ago..
[got this from the email sent items] if u're stress,, have a read..! :D

Berikut ini adalah contoh-contoh Style Message
untuk ajak kenalan orang yang kamu sukai di
Friendster.

Style Nyelekit 1
Hmhmhm..tampangnya ok juga..tidak begitu
cantik dan tidak begitu jelek pantas untuk jadi
teman saya...ini email saya kirim@ketawa.com

Style Nyelekit 2
Walah, foto hancur begitu... kok PD sekali pasang
di friendster? Apa nggak ada foto lain ? Kalau
kamu mau saya add jadi temanku, tolong fotonya
diganti dulu!

Style Nyelekit 3
Walah, kamu cantik tapi juga gendut sekali ya ?
Tolong jangan add aku ya!

Style Nyelekit 4.
Kamu cantik tapi masih single, pasti kamu lesbi
ya. kalau nggak lesbi pasti bohong. Kalau kamu
marah atau tersinggung, jangan lewat email, kita
ketemuan aja. Kalau nggak berani ketemuan,
memang benar pasti kamu lesbi

Style PD 1
Kamu cantik tapi sayang sudah bercowok. Sayang
sekali cowok kamu jelek, item, miskin, tolol.
Sebaiknya saran saya, jangan pernah jadian dulu
kalau belum ketemu saya. Ini saya kasih
kesempatan, nomor hp saya : 081-xxxx-x-xxxx.

Style PD 2
Aduh cantiknya , kenalan dong. kebetulan nih
tampangku keren, pasti banyak yang kira kita
pacaran, kalau aku lagi jalan sama kamu. Aku add
kamu ya...

Style Standard
Hai, boleh kenalan nggak ? Add aku ya di
kirim@ketawa.com

Style Iseng
Boleh minta no HP dong, alamat rumah, telp
rumah, alamat kantor, telp kantor bales ya!

Style Iseng 2
Tampang kamu mirip pacar saya! Jangan-jangan
kamu kembarannya ya ?

Style Iseng 3
Kamu mirip teman saya deh, atau jangan2 kamu
memang pernah jadi teman saya, atau mungkin
kita pernah ketemu kali ya di suatu tempat? Kamu
merasa kenal aku nggak sebelumnya ?

Style Hopeless
Please dong... jadi temanku... aku tahu kamu
cantik... aku jelek... tapi mau kan jadi temanku...
Siapa tahu kita bisa jadian. Temanku di friendster
baru 2 orang lho. Sudah 6 bulan minta add ke
banyak cewek, tapi ditolak terus. Mudah-mudahan
kamu mau, soalnya kamu kan baik, aku percaya
kok kamu pada dasarnya baik, hati kamu pasti
seputih kulit kamu.

Style Hopeless 2
Hai sayang, aku sudah bosan hidup nih, tolong
dong, jangan buat aku bunuh diri. Aku lagi pegang
pisau nih, siap-siap mau bunuh diri. Kalau kamu
nggak mau add jadi temanku, kamu besok baca
koran POS KOTA dan lampu merah ya. Pasti
nama kamu disebut2 disitu. Aku kasih waktu 1 x
24 jam atau kamu besok baca headline ini.
SEORANG PEMUDA MATI BUNUH DIRI KARENA
DITOLAK AJAK KENALAN OLEH SEORANG
BERNAMA XXXXX (nama kamu tuh !)

Style Tajir , Mupeng dan PD sekali
Kamu cantik dan sexy sekali, malam minggu
besok jalan sama aku ya ini nomor hpku: 081-
xxxxx-xxxxx, aku biasa bawa mobil mercedes
benz serie 7, tapi kalau lagi males aku bawa
jaguar aja, kalau kamu ingin yang biasa-biasa aja,
aku juga baru beli Vios kok. O'ya Apartementku di
sudirman lagi kosong lho, nanti kita bermalam
minggu disana semalaman nggak apa-apa kan?
Mudah-mudahan cowok kamu nggak keberatan.
Kalau cowok kamu keberatan, aku punya
pembantu wanita yang masih single, nanti suruh
cowok kamu bermalam di kamar pembantuku aja
ya.

Style Malu-Malu Mau
Hai... boleh kenalan nggak ?

Style Agresif Ngesellin
Hai, kenapa sih nggak mau kenalan sama aku.
aku sudah kirim message 45 kali kok, dicuekin
terus sih? Memang kamu siapa? Memang saya
siapa? Gue tahu elo cantik dan sexy, tapi bukan
berarti bla blab lab labla blabla blablablabla

Style Sok Akrab 1
Hai kamu temannya si anu ya, aku tahu kamu dari
si anu. Bagaimana kabar kamu? Bapak-ibu
gimana? Adik-kakak gimana? Sehat-sehat saja
kan? Udah lulus atau udah kerja? Aku boleh add
kamu ya?

Style Sok Akrab 2 + Nyelekit
Ya ampun, kamu masih inget saya? Aku kan dulu
teman SD/SMP/SMA kamu, kamu kan dulu
pernah nembak saya. Maaf dulu kamu saya tolak,
soalnya kamu tuh dulu jelek banget, sekarang kok
jadi cantik begini
? Operasi plastik di mana ya? Jangan lupa add
aku ya, kalau kamu masih penasaran sama aku,
nggak apa-apa kok kalau mau nembak aku lagi.
Pasti aku terima den

baby i want you

2008-08-27T23:28:00.000-07:00

heyya. !

2008-08-26T20:01:00.000-07:00

Sorry for my long absence in blogging!! [agenn… = =’] hontou ni gomenasaii.!!
so, today as im havin not much things to do, im gonna write evting i rmbrd in 1 shot and post em all togetha.. :D [I knw im nt supposed to do this]

[more comin up, very soon] ;)

~yumm!

sunset studio deluxe

2008-08-26T19:56:00.001-07:00

lately I’ve been playing sunset studio deluxe again, and I’ve just got myself all the trophies!! woohoo! finished it! hv gotten all the gold medals and special talents :D

nyumm!
teehee.. this game aint hard, its abt helping film-maker to find props for their new- launched film. im in charge to find the props in a dooper jumbled-up room within five minutes. There are 12 movies and each movies have different sets: romance, horror, science fiction, detective, etc2.. if we can find all the props, we are awarded 5 stars and we have to earn 5 stars for each sets in order to get the gold trophies.. it just take patience and good eyes.. that’s all.. :)

~yumm!

a late birthday post

2008-08-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

Its better late than never. This year’s birthday was the first to be celebrated without meeting anyone, except one friend whom I coincidentally met in TA.
the birthday wishes broke its record.. it’s the most for the last 18 years.. might sound pathetic to you, popular girls. this year, there are 100 sth put together.
thank you for all the wishes, im really glad to have friends from all my high schools and college to remember. and I even have primary school friends who always remember my birthday since the 9th to the 18th.. yes every year, no absence. special thanks to nana.. Angelina W.. gila! uda 9 taun ga perna lupa.. ckckck…. and Amy DC+ Karen NP since 13th till now.. so touched with the three of you.. T____T
another thing, I just knew that the new trend is.. to be the last to greet happy birthday! ^^’
wahh ktinggalan jaman ni g.. ga update.. hahah..
around 9, chiemi text me a happy bdae and half an hour later [approx], she calls.. we were talking on the house phone for sometime and *ringgggg* my mobile phone rings. It was an incoming call from unknown number, I picked it up and it was bern. I told him I was on phone, probably gv me a minute to hang up and he said he’s gonna call later. So chiemi and I continued talking for a while and hang up. Then he calls again at abt 10 or 11.. cant remember.. and said that hopefully he’s d last. at 12.30, michi text me and said the same thing.. hope she’s d last.. at 12.50 kim calls and said hope he’s d last. at night, I was online, replying wishes in facebook and friendster until abt 9 or 10 and ensure there are no more to reply tomoro. 5 August morning, I opened my facebook and see rainard writin in the wall, hopin he’s d last.. yes he was the last by that time, but in the noon,, franky gv fbuk wall.. yes he was the real last one.
Presents? as I told u before, I din meet anyone except I friend who bought me blings for my phone and a bigggg gift from my parents. :) guess my parents’ gift is the best.. its not a THING, you cant do anything with it, its not jewelries, and its expensive. T___T so far, chiemi-chiko-bun knew what it is. and im gonna blog abt it when I think d time is right. :D
upto here, readers.!

~yummz!

awwh u freak

2008-08-26T19:30:00.000-07:00

Sometime before [cant remember the date], wen2, mom, dad and I went to a clinic for a health test. The doctor was out for a while so the four of us went to a nearby restaurant, apparently, red bean, and ordered lunch. They were so mean, they ordered oily food and I could eat nothing but broccoli!! T__T they knew im forbidden to eat ‘heaven of life’ these days.. poor me.
ahem, before we’re back to the clinic, we went to the restroom and otw, there is this girl who’s abt my height, tanned, and chubby who stares at me. She kept looking and I ignore her. Few minutes later, wen and I went out, waiting for mom outside. This time, a guy was staring at me, the way the girl stares. I was honestly, a bit annoyed coz.. what?! am I a display animal or sth?
well I noticed that they were dating each other (both UG& UF, dear) and err.. let me show u our position:

Yes the 2s were facing each other and the guy was lookin at me while the girl is right under his nose. To straighten evting a bit, im not attracted to anyone all right. The girl aint stupid enough to see that her steady wasn’t focusing on her, she turned back and have eye contacts with me, then she turned back. The guy shows gestures like he’s abt to apologize, but too bad too late too sad! *plakk!* well u readers know what happen after the sound effect.. - -‘ yea she walks away.. just like in Indonesian reality shows.. dohh.. I mean triple dohh..
JUST right after that, wen and I walks away, pretending nothing happens. Aaaaand there are approx. six old man [50+ years] who were eatin in the cafeteria, they lookd at me and gives perverted smileS. T___T we walked away.
YES we always walks away, like everything’s fine. and actually evting are all right, its just their stupid perverted pervert mind living in a fantasy somewhere in perverted hell that makes it wrong!!

By writing this, im nt boasting abt my looks, coz if I AM, I would’ve write about some bishounen who left his gf coz of err.. me? nah impossible.
the post itself is just a reflection on how cheap, men could be.. [sorry guys]
I know what’s wrong. It was my clothing. I thot we’re going to TA or PP, so I dressed up like that, but who knows that we’re goin to mangga dua square aft that?? [the ruko at MGD^2] I was wearing a baggy blue shirt and a white mini skirt. To me, the skirt was reasonably mini, it was 12cm above the knee, it was just the ‘quality’ of the men.

Next, we went to the clinic. Dad make friends with the part timers and one of them was there by that time and have this convo with him:

Friend (F) : 是你女儿啊?
Dad (D): 对.. 哈哈..
F : 哦… 张大了.. 哎.. 青春豆很多哦..?
D : 前几天没有啊.. 不知道是不是因为这几个星期,
大学给她太多功课, 压力太大才会张那么多..
F : 哦.. 是哦.. 那就用我们的药……………..(blablabla) 可以变好

for mother teresa’s sake, my heart bumped like a roller coaster. I was down and DOWN. Well, wen was outside to pick up a call and when she went in, the same man criticize her 青春豆 *jrebb* our heart bled. :’(
yeah, whatever. but she talks better than I did and she made him sounds like an idiot who sells products that wont work out. yaayyy go sistah! I love love love you for the FIRST time in my life! cant believe it! o_O’

[for those who cant read Chinese, too bad im sorry. hehehe.. ;b]

Yeah after that, mom& dad was talking with the doctor [from china, cant speak indo, flunk English X ( ] whilst wen& I check our vitamin content, lung capacity, brain, etc99x..
The doctor sees nothing but our back, soon he approached us and ask dad “是你女儿啊?” and dad nodded. Guess what the doctor said! ‘很胖哦.. 哈哈哈…’
[me: f*cker]
it was so annoying, I knew it without anybody saying it out, but just don’t talk like that you dumb dumb! hate it. It was the second time he said that for the second meeting I had with him. *marah!* stay shut if what you want is to critique the shit up. huhh! and for hercules’ sake! ‘很胖’ the ‘很’ could be placed when someone’ got a BMI above 28! go throw ur specs and buy a new one!! sebel sebel sebel. >:(

Nothin much afterwards.. I just treated everyone, the way they deserve to be treated!

the post ends here! catcha later!

~yumm!

beauty contest

2008-08-26T18:55:00.001-07:00

Kay, now im confused. I thought I watched Miss Indonesia 2008 contest on RCTI, with Valen’s mom being one of the judges. The winner is a Chinese girl from Surabaya.
Not long ago, I watched ‘Pemilihan Puteri Indonesia 2008’ contest on Indosiar, with another person being in valen’s mom position [owner of the related business entity]. The winner is an Indonesian girl from Jakarta.
In Puteri Indonesia, they introduced the latest Miss Universe, who came from Venezuela and judged in Vietnam. They even showed the video of her victory. (Miss Venezuela: Dayana Mendoza)

But it was so different from what I remember! I thought, the latest Miss Universe comes from China and the competition was held in China! Search in google.. her name is Zi ya Wei.

Miss Universe is supposed to be a competition to determine who is the number 1, right? Now everybody are making these competition, its no more exclusive! feels like a usual friendster competition = =,
Just wait until Riyo Mori’s You C 1000 advertisement is over, and we’ll see who’s the actual Miss Universe.. I guess..

~yummz!

pimples, aww it hurts!

2008-08-26T18:40:00.000-07:00

About two weeks ago, I went for facial. I knew the condition was bad and I told the beautician to just poke everything with needles. yes, my face was poked with needles for roughly 50 minutes and the rest are the mask and stuff. The blood kept flowin out until I got home, not much, but there are still bloods. The beautician said it aint over, I have to get back two weeks later and finish up. She wasn’t wrong after all, the pimples get better but I still have to go for another facial…sometimes close to today! :’( I hate facial!!! These pimples are.. geez.. I haven’t take any narcisstic pictures for THREE freaking months! why oh why suddenly art thou used-to-be-smooth skin of mine vanished?!! Hold on there, im gonna get you back! [oh God please! T_____T]

uh by the way, whenever im mentioning beauty-related stuff, im doin all these for the benefit of myself.. I mean personal satisfaction, really.. I don’t care what anyone gotta think, I mean it. I knw its weird for some of you.
until here dudes!

~yummz!

employment :)

2008-07-23T22:56:00.001-07:00

yow peeps! sorry 4 d late update...
but good news for everyone.! [nahh, to me actually - p -']
im gettin jobs! ^^
yepz, dad needs a new secretary and my job is to help him type documents, translate them indo-eng-chin, do presentations and help him during meetings..
yayy i love the feels.. ^^
and putri also askd me to help her translating a book, well not every pages in it,, just a few pages.. and its due end of July. a book about table etiquette,, to BBS people,, its like the handout given by mr. randy if u guys remembered.. tee hee..
and im learning to sew clothes..! today i made a balloon mini skirt and a pair of hot pants,, not from a 100% raw fabric.. its a made ones and i just repaired them and add few more details... all-new looking.... well its not completely done now,, and im not sure i'll be daring to wear them once they are done... i cant warranty they'd look good... erhhh uh well..
niwaez, im gonna translate again.. ciao peepoo!

love,

- yummz -
[puchi in d pic..]

foodmart entry . .

2008-07-20T05:23:00.001-07:00

Hey hey, im back from Foodmart! with putri.. we were planning to buy some Japanese/ Korean instant ramen, and I found this cute lil thang somewhere in the aisle. It’s a soup noodle with fish balls [I think] that would expand if cooked with boiling water. The uniqueness is on the fish balls, it is shaped like the piggy brother in 3 lil pigs story! *imagination runs wild* here, I took a picture of it [embarrassing enough, need I say more?]

and another one.. this one is shaped like panda.. not close to tare panda though.. uh well..

hmm guess my passion *ahem* in photography doesn’t stop on narcissities, I love takin random photos.. However, apology for the bad angle of two pictures above, imagine takin a picture of instant noodles in supermarket where the rack are approx. 1 meter tall? That’s what happened. and im not buying it coz I had sth like that for lunch, fortnight ago in a Japanese restaurant [not mentioning name, it would affect their sales.. : b ] and the unpleasant taste still sticks in my taste buds until now. btw, that noodle cost 30thou and I bought a much better ramen for 10thou. uh well..

love,
yummz! :D

lookin perfect ?

2008-07-20T05:17:00.000-07:00

Everybody wants to look perfect in front of everybody. It happens everywhere.
Its fine when you’re not perfect, just work on it and don’t be a pathetic poor thingy who gives everything [I mean it, no exaggerating] just to convince who-so-ever people that you’re the best, coz we know you are not. pity you.

body mass index

2008-07-07T20:55:00.000-07:00

This wont be a long post.

So, here's what a singaporean doctor from cashew's clinic told me back then [3 years back]. How to calculate your ideal weight?

Its a BMI [Body Mass Index] calculation.

[Your weight](in kg) : [your height*your height](in meter)

RESULT

<18= you are severely underweight
18 - 23= just right!
25+ = overweight
28= severely overweight

okay, i've been suffering from famine these few days and im happy to see that im in the second class!! not far below 23 tho..
however, there are parts that aint proprtional, hope i can fix it with time.

asta la vista baby! :D

-Yummz!-

nostalgia part 2 . . .

2008-07-04T04:30:00.000-07:00

now, the BBS collection . .

Bina Bangsa School [KJ]

This was taken during the english competition at Swiss German Uni 2006.
To any SGU ppl readin this, we apologise for the mess we had done to ur board& chalk..
This is steven’s fault for not being eliminated in his speech-reading competition, which then beckoned us to wait for him until semifinal! >,<’
Yep great& while waiting, there’s a sudoku competition and none of us won too. . :(

[random]
vina- cathy , ratna- janet , me

zara-hachi2

d photobox of d day ^w^

my lousy edit

narcissm durin chinese class.. [sorry, i knw these ain't pretty pictures... ==']

hmm.. actually the docs i saved is lost& dun rili hv time to update dis full-of-pic post,, so pls bear wit me if its just photos without writing uki? ^^' hee hee...

[to be continued . . ]
[bad inet connection, thats why] :'/

mac book

2008-07-03T04:50:00.000-07:00

heyy..
i know the nostalgia post aint over yet,
but well,, give me until tomorrow to finish it. apology.
so today is ms. ariyani& ms.risa's foundation IT class...
aanddd we are learning how to use mac book!
sounds interesting? nahh...
we are allowed to fiddle with her mac book, thats it.
nothin much, the IT class aint like the ones i had in high school.
ahemm, as usual..
ms. ariyani had always been a fun teacher,
she showed us narcisstic photos of Ms. Desy and Ms. Krista..
there are loadsss of them, with many diff pose...
and there's this video,
where ms desy said 'kacangku rasa bawang' in a very sexy way..
hahaha... its just so cute! XD
bt yes i had to agree, mac book has a very nice cam!
well im nt sure whether its the lighting or what, but it just nicee...
*cough* ahemm... well at least, these are what we took usin the photo booth software..
it snaps too fast, we cant do many pose 'X /

8 other stupid-pose photos.. =='
wont put it here, these are embarassing enough.

guess that's all for today,

-yummy- ^ ^'

nostalgia . . part 1 [to be continued]

2008-06-27T08:21:00.000-07:00

As my feet landed on the soft white slipper and beckoned me to walk with em, drinking water strolled down my waterless oesophagus. The semi-dark room doesn’t bring comfort, so my receptor cells work together with the axon and dendron, sending stimulus to the hands to open the blue-grey curtain and let the sunshine slapped me with its splendid charm.
It was a gaudy morning with perfect reason to stay alive, its holiday! [lets skip the routine, it ruins the language ;b] The grey laptop tempts me to play with it, and I was opening old photos. It was fun-time photos with people in whatever school I had ever been. The thought of it really brings back memories, be it good or bad, yet I feel glad that it happened. Its like nostalgia.

[lets start with something relevant to the previous entry!]
these are the pictures taken durin the guest lecture week, the graduated seniors are attending it too, that’s why it is nostalgic.

USG International College of Business

PS: im not the photographer, okay.

Time: early April
Location: Room 2& 3
Photo credits to: Mr. Adi
Event: Guest Lecture

Day 1 GL- Peter Fanning [International Law]

miss u already sir!! [for some of u who don’t know much abt my college, Mr. Peter was our lecturer too, but since the campus moved to fatmawati, it is too far from his office& house, so he resigned. [starting feb 2008].

students of 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, and 5th intake. [dikit banget yah?? Bt nt ev1 showd up tho]

s carin nyempil d blkg.. hehe..

say cheese! Or thx?

Day 2 GL- from aneka yess magazine [marketing& advertising]

beautiful lady, uh? :D

some snapshots . .

anak2 ayu fotooooo

tenqyuuuu. . . . . . . :D

Day 3 GL- Mr. Charlie Azis& Mr. Ezra [advertising]

Yea, basically we saw different ads from many countries.. &for conclusion, Thailand has the BEST ads *nod* *nod* we agree! &d Korean ads were very touchy tho . .

beautiful apple, uh? :D

banon lg lucuuu ^ _ ^

the happy couple . . :D
[I think this is a very nice pic, hope u dun mind]

another snapshot . .

eihh tenqyuuu . . . . . . . .

Day 4 GL- Mr. Syarifuddin [bajaj bajuri’s script writer]

U wont believe its his name right? = , = ‘

yea finally, this is our canteen . .

another snapshot . .

aww.. hendhy- frisky mesra ny . . co cwitt .. ;b jk

OMG he is so tall !!! o.O’

foto lagi..

end of guest lecture week . .

those who managed to attend all four GL were given certificate of attendance& can be included as appendix for their CV once they applied for job.. &I got one! ^ ^
those are not all, I only select some coz there are too many..

Ms. Ariyani’s wedding . .

compiled into 1..

pretty-angel-claudya

the lucky man& the beautiful bride

Random Photographs

@ starbucks setiabudi, Ms. Aradhana’s farewell . . dec 2007
whose camera was that, last time? Bagi futu ny donkk yg d whole gang

hehe . . random
btw, I was planning to make devil ears for raj, but it lookd more like pig’s ear y? X’(

piggy, sapi, duckie

katro ga perna naik mercy X’D

carin yg nyetir

Bored of vivid photographs, so how abt this?

Well this is during IBO [ intl bus. Org] tutorial class btw..

and this is durin HRM’s [hum resource mgmt] break . .

old collection . .

these are all for now.. it had been two semester for me in USG college, hope there are more good things happening durin d upcoming semester 3& 4..!
but the post doesn’t end here! Watchout for the other ‘my-previous-schools’ nostalgia! ;D

Love,

-yummy_angelita-

weird thingies ..

2008-06-27T07:15:00.000-07:00

So this is what I just learned from myself. Im gonna feel better if I listen to songs of total 180’ difference to my mood! Its weird, I know = = ‘ so it means, I’ll be happy for listening to broken-heart song when im in love, wedding songs when I feel alone, rock when I need to relax, and classical during the paper-typin hours! Yes, I can hear you all sing ‘yummy is a weirdooo’ in choir. Thank you.
Okay, since I’ve done all my works once they are assigned by the lecturers *ahemm* [Xb] so I have lotsss of time to discuss each one:

1. broken-heart songs while in love
[logic] are you dumb? Ppl are singing ~~‘when I fall in love.. it will be forever..’~~ etc2.. and you?
[me] ..perhaps . . . it is to prevent the love getting too deep.?

2. wedding songs when alone
[logic] ~~‘I must be dreamin while u r here with me’~~ come on, don’t hurt yourself that much.. T __ T
[me] hix.. but I’ll be strong after all the crying! I’ll be a cool emo girl, right? > o < V

3. rock to relax
[logic] turn OFF that noise!! U must’ve been listening to soft songs!
[me] do a head bang! Curse and swear your lungs out! And be free of burden afterwards!! ~~’this ain’t a scene, it’s a godd*mn arm race’~~

4. classical to do typing works
[logic] zzzzzzz….. how . . .can. . . . . . you be . . awake . .? zzZZZZZZzzZzzzZZzz……..
[me] my mind works better when it is half asleep, and my finger dances better too . . ~~*Kenny G- - morning* ~~

yes,, guess that’s what.. weird uh? And im now listening to song number . . . any guess?
Nahh.. the 4 types are extreme cases, if nothing happens, then it is a normal song . .
These are my top dozen love:

1. agnes monica ft. keith—I’ll light a candle
2. brian mcknight—still in love
3. brian mcknight—everytime u go away
4. ocean ‘ou de yang’—xiu xiu xiu
5. jay zhou—jv li
6. jay zhou—yuan you hui
7. lee hom—forever love
8. alan luo—lian ai da ren
9. riyu& noria—shining
10. DBSK—rising sun
11. yang—jiu shi ni
12. wilber pan ft. hebe—bu de bu ai

[random order]

That’s all for now peepoo . .

~yummy~

supposed-to-be glam rock prom... :D

2008-06-25T07:27:00.000-07:00

Finally.. the prom blog!
Yepp so on Saturday 21 june 2008, my college was havin their very first graduation ceremony& a so-called prom.

..the invitation..

the graduants...
[credits to pandu's fb photo]
mr sorry-i-dont-know, mr hendrik, mr nur rochim, mr angga, pandu, laksana, lengkong, frisky, hendhy, mr. dono, mr. sorry-i-dont-know-again, mr adi [our DOS]
ms lily, anie, nonon, banon, ms ariyani, ms krista

The graduation commences abt 5pm, I guess, while the prom at 6.15 ..
I was early coz bun requested me to come early and help her with the backdrops, rather than sitting at home, waiting for fairy godmother to use her wands on me :)
So I did a lil bit of gluing here and there, in a room together with reem and bun. Nt long after, some of the fresh graduants came in &deblahh deblahh…
There weren’t much story to tell, but der r some photos to share.. here u go! Btw, the dancing part was the best! XD

gel, bun, banon
taken by sir angga [sensored for weird pose]

with banon

bun again
[weirdos = = ‘]

with pretty
[d best dress queen for junior]
[cropped for ridiculous pose :( ]

chino [best dress king for junior]& claudya
took photos with more ppl too actually, but not with my camera, so once I got all of them, I’ll make another entry ok? ^^
hmm..
so d kings and queens are voted by all students, and are classified into 3 categories:
- Super king& queen [for lecturers]
- Prom king& queen [for best dress, graduating seniors]
- Little king& queen [for best dress juniors]

These winners have to play the ‘stop dance’ game [when they hv to dance with the music& freeze as the music stopped]

Ms. Ariyani& mr. angga were sooo funny! X)

Oh ya I almost forgot, the band.. [hendhy’s band]

wait wait... i found some photos from facebook...

frisky-putri-yodhi-nonon-laksana-raymond-pandu-claudya-me-mr.dono-lengkong-banon
[credits to photos uploaded by pandu in fb]

claudya-me-anie-nonon-carin-banon
[credits to anie]

putri-nonon-me-anie-carin-claudya-banon
up: rainard,lengkong, frisky, laksana
[credits to anie]

guess I don’t have anymore pics to put coz im nt so much of a photographer.. hoho..
as dis thingy ends at 10pm, we went somewhere else aft this. Bun, Chelle, Taylor, Cole and me went to pacific place for dinner. [background story: Taylor& Cole are chelle’s friend from the US, the three of em were late for prom so theres no more dinner for em, and we went to PP to grab sth to eat]
and yup, majority of the peepz went clubbing, drinking and some r havin sleepover at hotel niko.

Here’s da piccie at PP. . .

aww.. look at how sweet michelle& taylor are. .
[update: they are in a relationship since yesterday, 24th june 2008 ^^ this is a special mention in my blog btw.. CONGRATSS!]

and the guy next to me is cole.. they are leavin Indonesia on the 23rd june; taylor back to Oregon, whilst cole is goin to japan!!! Coleee put me inside your luggage and throw me away once u arrived at Tokyoooooo.....!!! X( nahhhhh.... Im joking... :b
another blurrish pic

[3 leo vs 1 sagitarius]
[22 aug, 4 aug, 9 dec, 2 aug] :b

[nice eh?]

yeah, those are really all photos I got in my laptop.. satisfied enough? Hmmm..
last but not least.. the usual narcissiti [es] . .

another one.. weirdo..

drama queen...

well erhh.. ciao ppl!
Your girl,

-yummy!-

pouring my heart out

2008-06-18T23:45:00.000-07:00

i hate uncertainty.
i hate being ignored.
i hate that facial gesture.
i HATE this feeling.
relieve this painnnnnnn.......anyone? :(

[ the girl is NOT me, btw . . ]

blackout day...

2008-06-16T08:28:00.000-07:00

today..
as soon as my feet landed on the ground,
pulled my skirts and stepped through the way..
i met rojak in front of d main door& he said

'pulang aja.. kaga ada kelas.. mati lampu..'
i was like o _ O
wad de @%$&%^*&^* ?!!
do u [refering to the blackout] know how far west jakarta is from fatmawati?!!
arghhxx...
bt then i went in and checked out dat there'll still be class..

aandd d class din last long coz ms di feel hot and she cant concentrate...
she just gave us some works to do and off we go to citos..
uh yea.. n its not directly, coz we're waiting for banon's training
and we chat at d office..
with refreshment of course.. *wink*
[nyolong dr ank stie...yg nyuruh p.dono, yg ngmbil p.putra..
hoho yg makan? yha kitaaaa donkkk.... Xbb]

yes, and hendhy was talking abt suharto& masa orde baru...
like father like son... ckck... salute.. hehe..

yep so aft evrything are settled,
off we go to citos wit a white BMW.. drove by.... raj!
uh well.. cn u imagine 7 peepz in a sedan?
here's the arrangement..
raj driving,
michi chan-me-putri-carin at the back,
hendhy beside raj& banon sits on him..
like hugging.. aww dat looked so sweet from our side..
ahh silauuu.....!
hee hee... im jokin, but yea dey matched.. :D

so we eat at citos, walk around,
took photobox, eat baskrob [carin's bdae treat :D] and went back to campus..
it was 2.30 pm by then and i went home..
nah actually i went to TA to get my prom shoe
and help mom with her shopping of veggie..
and met friend..
and bought stickers for my honey KF510..
anddd thats it.. :D

by the time i reachd home, it was 5-ish,
'enjoying' 30 min of electricity
andddddd
*blackout*
da*n!!!
i then took my shower with a slow running water..
charged my low batt phone
[it felt like a child to me.. it kept on nagging!
it gives a louddd warning tones, vibrates and give notices 'Low battery!!']
arghhhxxx..!
how am i supposed to charge it??!
and i just found out that once an LG phone nags like this, u cant use camera, media players, and u cant even text message!!
arhhhh!!!
but u still can call...
[it'd be stupid if they design it to be unable of making a call, u nv knw wads gonna happen right?]
humm.. so my lil smart-ish brain [haha.. im trying to be cheesy here *flat face*]
told me to charge it with my laptop!
so i did a bit of my IBO paper and charge my phone..!
with a usb adapter! see how smart? ^^=
nyaaaangggg~ :3
huahuahua...
well d point is, the lights are on at 8.30pm,
so i charged my phone and went online..
haizz.. what a blackout day...
n its when im wearing oversized red T and white mini skirt [which revealed my pig feet-alike pairs of feet]
hhhh oh well... i should've wear black and get vanished in the dark!
*cough* ahemm... what am i talkin about..? =='
[from me to me: quit bein stupid *tamparz*]
well guess dats all...
ciao!
:D

messy

2008-06-14T21:06:00.000-07:00

now d blog layout looks messy, lemme fix it some other day, gotta do sth else..
apology, readers! : (

friday the thirty may :)

2008-06-12T06:17:00.000-07:00

Huahmm... As usual,, I had been wanting to update mapLe but dunno what to write coz a lot of things are just way too personal ...and lazy to type, hehehe!

So... on Friday the thirty, bun2 and I went to grand indo looking all slutty with mini *cough* I shouldn’t mention these. Well, see the photo for reference.

This one is taken in the changing room of undie store X//O

btw.. she’s holding 11 pairs of undies.. = = ‘
To us, the outing felt like sorta stupid-yet-enjoyable adventure, so if you feel bored up to this level, just stop reading, its all about 2 narcisstic gays.

Here it goes.. We met up at seibu and started our mission! Pick clothes, and strike retarded model poses in the changing room!

* ppl pressing alt+F4 on mapLe’s windows Q _ Q *

It’s the japanese bra store on the highest-- mind’s checklist and im not gonna make anyone a sudden pornstar I suppose... So let the collections be private, uki? Yes, no bargaining.

&humm.. way back, I showed bun a ‘wedding photo’ of chiyu and I at metro TA [photograph still available at janet’s fs if im not mistaken], and bun wanted 1 too.
Lets post the ‘wedding picture’ anyways..

I remembered seeing ‘rumah pengantin anne avantie’ in grand indo, so we went there.. yummy sama to the rescuueee~~~ ['next-destination' giver, aid for narcisst people]
*cough* sorry, randomness. – p – ‘

it was all kebaya inside and we have a cancelled mind... we move on and find another bridal shop, didn’t really remember the name, but it is the one associated with king foto.

ahemm.. bun gives a fake scenario that the two of us are trying to find mini gowns for brides maid purposes. The lady told us to try finding them at king foto roxy instead, as there weren’t much in their shop as most of their gowns are only for brides. However, bun and I tried the limited-stock gown. They helped us to get dressed and we cant take pictures as they’re eyeing on us.. huww...

Bun’s is green in colour and mine’s the colour of coffee latte. I don’t know what about bun, but I didn’t really like mine [tho’ bun said it looks cute]. The chest is tight, but the tummy-side is sooo big and im very sure IF im four months pregnant, there’ll still be some space for the tummy.

Bun’s acting was so realistic; I couldn’t believe my eyes and ears. It felt so real! The only idiotic stuff was when the lady asked us when are we gonna wear the gown. I whispered a ‘des…’ whilst bun said ‘July’. It wasn’t that obvious though, so we’re cool. We took a name card and escape..
Next target. . . forever 21! pickd identical dress, bun size S, me size M. She pickd yellow and I pickd white. here’s how it looked

My face lookd doper weird there, that’s why I replaced it with a bunny face.

aand . . .
I pickd a tube ethnic dress and bun picked a low-V silk dress.

And we change...
[sensored coz the dresses are dangerous >o<]

here’s bun wit d ethnic dress..

Next is top shop! Don’t know why, but we pickd on a dress which looks like pickled salad to me.. = = ‘

see? It lookd like there r cucumbers, carrots, and lobak.. what is that calld in English?? turnips.. uh yeah cool.. &the size S are finished!

Seriously, don’t you feel stupid, buying dress like that shown above for 700thou?? If you own 1, my apology. And oh oh, the changing room is covered with heavy curtains instead of doors, so after taking heck longg narcist times in the changing room, a sales lady opened the curtain and with the best attitude she’s gotta have, she told us that we’re nt allowed to take photos. Off we go, and bun whispered a sorry.

And oh oh b4 I forgot, inside top shop’s changing room we climbed the chair, one after the other,, for the sake of trying to get so-called dramatic angle for us, and so she is... picture.. ehhmmm

and dis 1s nt taken from the top, bt niwae I’ll just post it... huammm...

N-e-x-t destination........... zara!

^^ yes, we pickd identical stripe baggy tank.. bun pickd yellow, I pickd purple.. photo as follows....

[sensored for weird faces]

and another pict of bun..

after zara...
we’re simply exhausted and meet up bun’s friend at plaza indo..
[Background: bun wanted to go to taman anggrek to buy a zara baby doll, coz only d TA branch hv dat partclr piece.. and her ‘friend’ agreed to send her there.. *wink*]

yes.. and as some of you might know,, my house is close to TA..
so i went along with em..
[nv knew dat he is her 'friend' until her other friends picked on them..]
buhh,, it doesn’t feels nice,, being a ‘mosquito’..

**
aft grand indo,, we went to PI..
to dairy queen, I grabbed a moolate caramel and bun an ice cream..

nt long aft dis photo is taken, her friends came.. I was introduced to all of em, 2 girls+ 3 guys and we split up again..
bun& I chat for quite sometime, scheme through all the photos.. 81 of them..
laugh our lungs out and joined her friends at sushi tei..

well dats not ALL photos we’ve got, but a lot of them reveal parts that r nt supposed to ‘go public’ so these are the best yummy-sama can post.. :D

*chit chatting syalalaa dudududu*

and since qta nebeng, you cant say much.. bun tried telling her dat-one ‘friend’ :b to get home early as it was oredi 8pm+ and they wanna go to TA. he refused for I duno how many times and finally.. after all the waiting.. we quit PI around 8.. we ride a taxi to his house for less than 10 min I guess,
he took his benz out, bun at the front and I stay shut behind.. enough for being ‘mosquito’ :b

niwae.. the three of us talked in the car.. we talkd about our campus& a heck lot of stuffs..
nice talk.. it was fun.. ev1 r so sociable dat time.. :)

nt long,, &I rmbrd there’s no connection on the way, and I knew dad was crazy about me going home late, aft we reach tomang, dad called and I could feel my ear drums are almost torn..

He got mad-- I am dead. T ___T [omg it rhymes! X ) ]

& so he [bun’s friend] drove us to my house, then they went to TA..
it was above 9pm by then and doomsday began.. dad was mad.. explained him dat I [truly] never predict dat it wud be so late...

I thot I’ll be home by 7, but things are dragging up.. he was so drama he wudnt listen a thing.. nt gonna mention it..

& oh ya.. d next day clau calls& said that her ‘continued journey’ felt like American movie.. ditilang polisi& stuff.. and the boy drive her home.. and she left her wallet inside his car [accidentally].. yh byk de... too much romance.. hahahaha..

Guess dat ends the post.. catcha later readers!
Your honey bunny switt heart,

~YummY sama
[fiuhh dat was a long post.. 11 ms word pages.. whoa.. including picts tho]

LG phone~

2008-06-07T21:22:00.000-07:00

hey pipoo.
i was planning to post d try-out [try clothes then went out Xb] adventure with clau last2 fri, but d story is too long and im lazy to finish the story, so i'd rather post it someday im bored uki?
so now, a short post...
yesterday i got my new soulmate!! ^^
LG KF 510 fashion phone.. ^^
yayy!! hehe... it is beautiful ^^
[at least dats wad i thot right dis moment]
actually i want d red 1.. but mom said she want it too aft i dun wan it, so she beckoned me to choose the dark grey colour..
it a slimmm slide phone with touchpad for the joystick, 3mp camera, yea... the rest are standard i gues.. &oh yaa.. if u press 1, it sounds 'do'; 2 for 're'; 3 for 'mi' and so on.. ^^

here's da picture:

but d problem is.... errh well not problem.. but wud be better if....
i cant find a theme for it X'O
wanna make it hello kitty or sth like dat.. well anythin cute will do..
the default theme is too standard... it black X'/
i found some LG theme tho.. but dey din match& my house's net is too slow..
guess i'll be hunting for themes at campus during break... fuahh...
ciao! ^^

mapLe!

2008-06-02T02:23:00.001-07:00

heyhoo readers.. i had some writing to post here, tho i hav no time to finish it yet.. &found it awkward to kept refering to 'this blog' so from now on ladies and gentlemen *enchanting* i wanna name the blog 'mapLe'! ^^ nice uh? cawaii.... X3
[ppl swt-ing...................agen]

when feelings are flooding out

2008-05-17T03:53:00.000-07:00

with heavy steps of an awakened polar bear,
i made my way towards the bathroom..
brushing my teeth,
flashbacks of the dream i had,,
re-appeared
and suceeds to stimulate my cerebrum to flashback.

i realised a thing.
my life had been so different as ever before.
was mistaken in actions and regreted some.
made summary out of all the happenings,
putting myself into different people's shoe,
and now i understand things all the way to details.
was like 'what have i got myself into?!'
it was too emotional i couldnt breath;
i was longitudinal in front of the sink..

i got my eyes sticking on the ceilings
and ensure that theres no more tears to flow out of them.
its all agony inside and myself being the blade..
foolishly ridiculous . . .

confession of a yummy sama

2008-05-10T05:30:00.000-07:00

.autist.

aduuuuhhh gw otizz bangett.. *tears* *flood*

cursing . .

2008-04-29T23:31:00.000-07:00

hmmmph..
it kept me wondering..
why do guys [especially] love to swear so much?
&why should it be d sensored words?
does cursing with sensored words gives u relief or sth?
cant it be replace with somethin more 'normal'?
i mean,, random words..
its cute right?
&can make ppl laugh ^^V
hee hee..
errh... uh well..

yea.. & guys did swear for sth unimportant..
nt givin u example..
up to now,, 2.12 PM..i heard it 6 times
all different guys..
=='
boring.. d same word..
either F/ S/ B/ A..
be creative donxx peepoo!!! X,

not clear..

2008-04-22T07:50:00.000-07:00

heya..
it had been ages since i last update this blog..
many things happened be it good and bad..
and now i feel like updating it..
&im in a total mood of writing in chinese, but lazy to plug in the touch pad,, so pls dun mind if i use pinyin instead..
uhh well..

~~
haizz...
wo jue de hen fan hen fan...
wo dou bu zhi dao zhen zhen de qing guang shi ru he?
ta mei ci rang wo kai xin bu de liao
ye rang wo shang xin bu de liao..
yi tian mei xiang dao ta,,
shi wo gen ben bu ke neng zuo de shi qing..
shi yin wei wo ai ta de hen ma?
zhe yang shuo, wo yi zi xun wen zi ji..
wei shen me ta you na me de te bie?
wei shen me mei ci xi wang ta de cun zai?
wei shen me wo hen xi huan wei nan zi ji?
wo ru he zhe yang gan shou ni men zhi bu zhi dao?
ta dong de wo de gan shou ma?
ta you mei you yi yang de gan qing?
ta you mei you teng wo?
wei shen me wo dui ta de ai you na me de wei da?
wei shen me wo jiang bu chu hua lai?
wo hen xiang dui ta qin shu zai wo xin di de gan qing..
ke shi ru he ba ta jiang de xia qu?

lao shi shuo..
dang wo you kong xian de shi hou,,
xiang2 ta de dong zuo
hui rang wo jue de ta you yi si..
ke shi.. ke shi..
you yi si de hua ye hui qu zhu dong..
bu ke yi dui wo na me de ke qi ba?

FAN OOO~~
hai shi.. wo zi jie qu zhao bie de ba?
bu yong shuai, bu yong shen me zhi rui de dong xi..
zhi yao ta yi bai ba xian de ai wo jiu gou le..
wo yao de shi bei ai..
xi wang zhe yi xie bu hui na me nan ba.... :'/
wo jiang lai de lao gongggg ni zai na liiiiiii....????
wo ji shi hui gen ni jian ge mian..?
wo hao fan oooo..
sheng huo hao nan guo de ye..

touchy songs& china..

2008-03-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

touchy songs... yea..
touchy songs really touched my heart, these days...
dunno why but i kept being in love with em..
some songs are old,, bt nice.. ^^
here's my list of touchy songs
[which suceed to make my world-- b e y o t i f u l ,, despite some bitter truths]

wait for you-- elliot yamin
bad habit-- destiny's child
baby love-- nicole ft will i am
jay zhou-- fa ru xue
thank god i found you-- mariah carey
pandangan petama-- ran
terima kasih cinta-- afghan
close to you
sometimes when we touched
how to touch a girl-- jojo

& rain jung's song,, i still dunno d title.. huww... ;__;
gonna find out ! *fiery eyes*
uhh well..
& now im listening 2 beautiful girls-- sean kingston..

*sing*
you're way too beautiful girl, dats why it'll never work
u'll have me suicidal suicidal suicidal when you say its over..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yo! back agen peepz,, jz hang up aft a phone call fr vina..
& here, im makin some kinda public announcement...
uhmm.. im movin to china on september 2009& wont be back until i graduate..
[which is sept 2011-ish]..
and im 85% certain of goin 2 china..
the university of nottingham, china campus..
well now its up to my papers' score..
uhh.... 2 yrs in china...
i knw its gonna be tough,, and i hope things are gonna get better afterwards..
wish me luck yo guys!

ciao!

*~yummy~*

复杂。。

2008-02-11T03:49:00.000-08:00

我一直都不懂哪是什么意思，
一直问自己，
他到底是怎么觉的。
看看我们的情况，
都要怪我们才对。。
哎。。都做的不对。。
都是本蛋。！

头痛啊～！！　＞－＜
再看吧，如果情况一直没改变，
我还是把你忘掉好了。。

失望。。

blogskin..

2008-02-09T21:49:00.000-08:00

uwaahh....
im so tired trying to change the blog layout... T__T
it always ended up saying 'html do not match' and sth like that.... T___T
take a look.. simple but pretty! ^^x

preview:
http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=105622&action=Preview

code at:
http://www.blogskins.com/info/105622

*yummy*

true VS fake

2008-02-09T20:12:00.000-08:00

today,, i opened a blog owned by one of my friend
[not a school friend]..
a blog where she put real lotsss of her own pic,,
and you know what?
she looks really-serious-not joking-pretty!
she looks like those jap model, very1990x pretty *o*
esp. her intro pic 'welcome to my blog'.
i remember the last time i saw her, and she doesn't
look like that..
*re read what i've just wrote*
no, i doesn't mean she's ugly,, no definitely no!
she is... if vina is 90%, then she is 70/100 from what i remembered..
first, i was amazed on how much adobe photoshop can change a face,
then how much make up can change a lady
but last, im amazed on how successful her plastic surgery was!!

i took a real deep, thorough look on those photos,,
called mom to see whether it is her.
if it's just one, i can understand,,
but it's even on the un-edited pic like the class photos!
*gasped*
it is NOT her !! XO

oh my goddd,, girls..
as a female, i understand how obssesed you are with your looks,
how much you stressed when you gained weights, pimples, tanned your skin, yadidadidadida.....
but plastic surgery?
are you that ugly?
i mean, be satisfied okay..
and im not gonna be a mean girl telling who is she, to every single one of you.
okay... im calming myself down...
someone i knew. is. having. a. plastic. surgery. which. changes. her. face. so. much. i. dont. know. her.

well, im gonna end my post now before any1 thinks negative...
mean girls are everywhere.. :/ niwae..
advance happy valentine to everyone .!

*~yummy~*

angelic hearts, please do not read.

2008-02-06T23:20:00.000-08:00

im sick of telling myself, ‘I dont hate you’
im denying my true feeling, yes ms. poop i hated you since forever but forced myself to forget it, in the end I realized, im just a human who still have feelings. You are too despicable, you don’t know what to say and what not to say, I guess I’ll be buying you a full length [surrounding] mirror for your birthday, please tell me your size& height, so you can fit in and see yourself in every possible angle. Mark my words, what goes around comes around, and seems that you’re getting the karma. See you at the finish line, looser. Feel free to hate me.

去死

. . forever apart . .

2008-01-06T21:58:00.000-08:00

"Why is that so?!!"
she shouted on top of her lungs.
Looking from afar, she is an angelic face with lacy golden dress and a pretty,
big ribbon hairdress.
Zoom in and u'll see cold sweat strolling down her forehead,
wetting her fringes and dulling her outlooks.
She was loosing half of her consciousness
and her eyes were wet, staring at the ceiling,, 5 meters above her head.
for a moment, her mind flew
back on time she was ugly...

No one likes her& she felt like a looser.
No one notices her but him.
He gave her a motivation to live,
but it aint smooth like a cinderella story.
Pretty girls chase after him,
but all he said was 'i only love her',,
she was touched by his true love,,
yet she was hurt by those pretty girls.
It's not one, its four!!
Nonetheless, her biggest enemy aint those girls.
Her biggest enemy was herself,,
she knew she's ugly..
fat& short& pimply& dark& short haired& unstylish
but god has been kind for giving him to her.
but he was just too good, she tought.

He never tell her she's beautiful,,
but he treated her like she's beautiful.
She has nothing to fear coz he likes her more than anything
and that motivates her for giving something good to him.
She became an anorexian,,
a pitiful big fella,,
throwing up the food she ate and pretend that everything's allright.
After five months,
she's skinny,, and she thought, he should've love her more!
but she's mistaken...
With a toothbrush on her hand,
vomits on her mouth cavity and toilet bowl,
tears on her eyes,
sweats on her forehead,
he caught her vomitting in the toilet bowl.

He ran away..

In the speed of light, she clean her messy self& chase after him.
She found him sitting in the empty bar, downstairs.
He was depressed and frustated and trying his best to control his emotion.
She approached him with careful little steps, trembling with fear and her hands touch his arms. She whisper 'im sorry'.

He looked back and yelled at her face,
'you should be sorry to yourself!! cant you see how much i love you?? cant you see how badly i want you to be safe? cant you see i've done my best just to keep you safe, happy and comfortable? cant you tell, what kind of love am i giving you!!!' and he cried...

... with a low voice, she whispered an answer.
"u're just too good for me. im ugly, you are handsome.people are ignoring my presence, whilst popular peoples are after you,
in the end you chose me... im happy for that, but i cant bear being selfish like this,, i want to do something to you. I can see the disgusted looks on your friends face when u introduced me to them,, and i can tell that ain't perturbed u so much coz you love me. but i just want to do something to make you happy! perhaps by being beautiful.. that's what i thought,, coz i lov . . ." and she cried.

holding his anger, he whispered an icy cold reply..
"do you think you are beautiful by hurting yourself like this? how long have you done this? how many months havent you eat?? why should you love me like this? i just love you the way you are, dont you know that simple thing!!?"

both of them broke into tears,
him on the bar chair,
and she on the floor..
there are just the two of them in the empty bar..

the bar underneath their apartment,, where sweet moments are shared
have now turned into a tomb.
graveyard of their relationship.

The girl went back to China and the guy went back to Japan,,
the guy now has become unpopular and dull,,
whilst the girl became popular& beautiful& people like her.
nonetheless, both of them are unhappy..

a year passed and the girl dated 27 guys in a year,
but none can replace his place...
no one among the 27 is able to love her when she's ugly..
only him..
and she knew..
they can never be together...

forever.. apart..

===============
about the story
===============

heyho!
i was bored to death doing those works dad gave me,
yeshh yeshh, ultratrillion yadidadidadida letters,,
so i decided to write something at my blog,,
but nothing in my present life could be shared with the public
in this point of time,,
so i use someone's real life experience, exaggerated the story
and post it!
it aint the same with the real happening tho'...
but after i read it again....
it feels like,, i've read something like this somewhere else..

*cry* *sob* *sob* *grunt* *sniff* *take out hanky& blow*

hixx.... well,, if the story sounded typical... i guess that's kinda..
..
..
... true.. ;,;

but if u find it interesting,, well yea... im happy 2 hear that!! ^^
honestly, im pesismistic to hear good news... (T__________T)

& yup,, excuse my terrible grammar+ vocab, intentional punctuation errors+ slank, and morbid content..

ack! vanda's gonna kill me if i submit something like this for the english submission.... =='

well yea,,, tha tha 4 nw readers!!
till the next post!

*\\yummy_angelita//*

im flying to heaven~~

2007-12-12T19:31:00.000-08:00

YESHHHH!!! Finally, finally dats ittttt!!!!!!
GAWDDD you have no idea on how excited i am to finish those cursed papers so-very-close to the deadline!!
[can feel ppl swt-ing]
niwae.. its my personal satisfaction..
i can choose to submit late but...
THAT's NOT ME!
*stupid smile* =B
aha aha aha...
now i can enjoy my holiday~~
~~ on top of everone's suffering...
mahahahahaha! *evil grin* ;b
[k i know im nuts... ==']

but PLEASE people, i did my BE paper 4PM onwards upto 3.30 AM! The breaks are like showering, putting on my pore pack and cracking my numb bones.. Yes, i only eat a spoon of rice, chicken soup and an apple to survive a day! *yayyy*
but at night, i got the karma..
It was a cold night
the doors were shut
leaving me alone in my small not-very-comfortable zone
i was freezing to death [lazy to rise& pick up the remote]
with the sound of jazzy music filling the air
off my phone so i can hv a moment for my selfish lil self [ohoho]
and yess... my stomach growls..
how sad..
huhu..
with an empty stomach, numb brain, coldness, jazzy songs, hugging my hamtaro..
panda eyes... awhhh godd.. k, i betta do the tutor's OB assignment right now, and i gotta go home and sleeppppppppppppppppppppp! ciao! ^^

*~yummy~*

laugh laugh laugh . . .

2007-11-25T00:38:00.000-08:00

Friday 23 Nov 2007

The noise pollution made by the tidied books and the strapping rubber bought me a ticket to consciousness. As my eyes opened half heartedly on a Friday morning, I narrowed my view and curses are the first thing coming into my mind as the clock reads four. I glance over my territory and saw a shadow of a lady in her pink night gown. Without further verification on who it was, I knew it has gotta be mom. After shoo-ing her in the nicest manner I could ever have at dawn, I continue my sleep yet ended up fiasco.

Minute distractions perturbed me so much, hence I decided to rise and wash my hair. As the luke warm water showered me from head to toe; I felt its’ relaxing effect and the aroma of the musky soap, thrilled me with delights.

k, this is gonna be real longgggggggg if I were to describe every single thang-ies of the day. Just feel like writing something as such- a minute ago, and now I just want to summarise the main highlights of the day.

2 words to describe Friday, 23 November 2007:
LAUGHING DAY

yes, I laughed too much- I ill feel my laughing voice… or, should I call it noise instead?
well uhh… =’(

It started in the morning with cheesy jokes I suddenly remember, which made me grin like a retarded girl. Without me noticing, my eye balls were settled on my house maid, and I felt awkward as she looked back and asked what happened, with a SAD worried look. It was so stupid and her innocent face, somehow made me feel like a sinner.

Moving on… It was after the lunch break- clau chan and I decided to return to our class. We waited for quite a while and were inside the lift with an armed security guard. He made his exit at P5 and I desperately pressed the close button, 5 times in 2 seconds. I turned back and was about to whisper something to clau, but before im able to say a thing, clau raised her phone up high and tell me: “kekny disini bisa foto yg bgs de =).”

As I was shifting nearer to her and strike a pose like a retarded model, [like what I’ve done all these time] the door re-opened and we were greatly flabbergasted, hoping that the man didn’t saw our embarrassing pose.

I was so embarrassed and I did not dare to face the pervert-faced man, but poor claudy was at my back and there’s no way for her to hide her blushing face.
Maybe it sounded not that funny here, but trusts me; it felt so stupid remembering the timing and the characters involved, the mimics and all. I was struggling hard to stop laughing, but I ended up giggling.
Seeing on how I hide my expression and giggle like THAT, tickles clau.. like a lot.. and she burst into laughter. ahahahahaha.!!
Foolishly, the old man was so kepo and asked us ‘ada apa si de?’ I dare not look back as I was laughing like rubbish and I attempted to answer that there is a ridiculous picture in my phone. *lying* Im not sure whether he heard that, and well… mahahahahaha…
and everyone who saw us laughing- are just swt-ing… aha aha aha ahahhahahaha…
huhhh…. why aint it sound funny here? niwae… hahahahaha…

and third, after the day’s lesson; claudya, hendhy, bannon and I were chit chatting about dufan. haha.. nt gona mention much bout that, but seriously non, kalo bneran jd k dufan, qt ga blh lupa, msti pk rok y! byar ga disuru naik macem2.. hehehehehe,,,,,
and oh ya, 1 more thing b4 conclusion, it feels nice bullying claudya…. mahahahahahahaha…. *evil grin* huahuahua…

ouchhh! muii tummy hurts [again], better stop this thing, ciao!

*~yummy~*

posts..

2007-11-18T04:04:00.000-08:00

the following are posts i saved in ms word& nw i just got the time to post it in this blog so yeah.... it doesnt describe my current mood... so,jz read it if u want.. if u don't wish to, then ignore.... k? ^^

*~yummy~*

true love . . .

2007-11-18T04:02:00.000-08:00

~true love~

I might be a 17 yr old lil girl who seems to be alien to love, and you might think that you know more if you are older than me. Nevertheless, the ‘real’ meaning of love does not depend on how old you are or how often you date with kabazillion jerks. In my point of view, you would understand ‘love’, only when you’ve met your true love.
If you think that someone is just too cute to resist, kind [to you], smart and all – THEN he/she is your true love, im telling y, you are damn wrong. [it happens to some people]
Even your own steady might or might not be your true love, coz the feeling of ‘liking’ someone is somewhat undistinguishable with the word ‘love’ and ‘afraid of losing fans’.

Your true love is someone who would make you cry when you know that the two of you could never work out, the tears shed is very different from any other. You would be a ridiculous stupid fool, with panda eyes and eye bags, crying over ‘that’ someone; nobody can understand you but yourself and you feel that life is worthless without his/her presence. You would feel so stupid that you can’t use your brain, no logical thinking, and you don’t care if you die coz you know that your life is just a big null. Worst of all, you think that ‘the person’ deserves these!
[and here, im not talking of those bloody fool who felt this way all the time they are in 'love'; im talking about people [esp. girls] who are smart enough & doesn’t fell so easily to a guy]

Uh well, I guess this insolent lil girl would just end her post abt true love, and if you wanna get my advice on true love, here you go…
If you are a guy, go run after her coz you never know whether she felt the same.
If you are a girl, pray. [how sad -,-‘]

old love song

2007-11-18T03:58:00.000-08:00

This is a very old song lyric from the album ‘Max 5’, guess it’s released some when in the 90s, but it somehow described what true love is to me. Yes, the lyrics sliced my heart into pieces… *hix*
and last addition! You truly loved someone when you are ABLE cry for them. [how sweet]

*~Have you ever by brandy~*

Have you ever been in love
been in love so bad
you’d do anything to make them understand
have you ever had someone steal your heart away
you’d give anything to make them feel the same
have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
but you don’t know what to say
and you don’t know where to start

Chorus
Have you ever loved somebody so much
it makes you cry
have you ever needed something so bad
you cant sleep at night
have you ever tried to find the words but they don’t come out right
have you ever, have you ever?

Have you ever found the one
you’ve dreamed of all your life
do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you’ve given your heart to
only to find that one won’t give their heart to you
have you ever closed your eyes and
dreamed that they were there
and all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

*repeat chorus*

what do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
what do I gotta say to get to your heart
to make you understand how I need you next to me
gotta get you in my world
cuz baby I cant sleep

*repeat chorus*

Read until the story ends.. :)

2007-11-08T05:20:00.000-08:00

I was staring at him,

and he was staring at me.

The time went dead,

and we feel like there are only two of us,

living on the earth.

I stared deeply into his deep dark eyes

and I saw nothing but an innocent pair of eyes.

He investigated mine and was taken aback

as I shut the drawer and scream

“TIKUSSSSS!”

ahaha… yes yeshh, the “he” mentioned above is a mouse!

So here the complete story goes…

Last Sunday I went to somebody’s house [not gonna tell you who, coz it might embarrass her] and we were chit chatting, playing games, yadidadidadida…

Out of the blue, I felt the urge to get some glucose, so I self-service and was hunting for Frozz in her drawer. I unlatched the first drawer and feel like something is wrong, so I decided to investigate the drawer before my hands dive in.
I wasn’t wrong after all. There was a little mouse, coated with perfectly-brewed-cappuccino colour, heading my way. It approaches me and stared deep into my eyes. We made eye contacts for ten seconds, and as I was regaining my consciousness; I pushed the drawer shut.
I paused for a while and told her maid to catch the mouse, and the rest of the story is just all about mouse-hunting, trust me u ain’t gona love the story, so I’d better not say.
You know what? The mouse looked exactly like Stuart little in cappuccino version!
=,=’ oh my..

how random...

2007-11-05T20:40:00.000-08:00

my world has been up and down..
up
and
down
and
up
and
down
and
up
and
down
and
...
...
...
..
...
..
...
.

well, that's dumb..
=,=''

haizzzz.......
i found out many interesting facts..
and im nt telling you what!
and to my wonderful curhat friends,
im still confused...
haizz...
'only donkey fell twice to the same hole'
guess im one..
huwaaaaa......
[im talking about 'polar'& 'tip x' thang]
*cry*
*cry*
*sob*
*hix*

anyone, ask me out for puri land!!
i wanna play the drum thangggggg
uwaaa uwaaa...
in desperate need...
but everybody went dating...
huwaaaa....
*cry*

hmm... guess this is the dumbest post i had ever post... ^^'

niwae.. gtg... tha"!

[swt --']

*~yummy~*

do i have 'that' pervertic look?

2007-11-02T02:04:00.000-07:00

i was taken aback with what she's got to say.
yes.. it is a SHE, tellin me err...
hundred million compliments EVERY single day!!
well, guess it's allr8 to hear compliments evtime you've doll up..
but even for the time u think that u look ugly?
[example: at home when u know nobody's looking]
it could mean either insults OR she's sucking up..
and she is my new maid, for god's sake!!
yeah yeah.. she compliment me like:

"y r just so hot" "beautiful" "sexy" "sweet" "cute" "wear something 'lower'" "you don't look good wearing T shirt, better wear tank& tube top" "you look bad wearing baggy stuff, wear something tighter"

i used to think its' normal... [tho' adrenaline-secreting, coz i aint sure if they were true..]
and i ignore her most of the time.. coz she is a SHE!
if she is a HE, then it wont take me so long to get the hint..
besides, not to boast or anything,
i got much enough that i wont even care for any more compliments.
and the time i realized something is MORE in her eyes..
and the way she touches my hand and do stuff..

from me to me: oh my goshhh!!!! XoX

yesh yeshh.. im so afraid.. i freak out!
but its not enough to say that SHE likes me..!

she's 18 and single, and so-so looking [but i bet guys outta there wud wanna woo her], sec 3 graduate and able to cook.. i dont see anything wrong, but yeaterday, mom asked her on what is so wrong with her, and she said that she find girls more interesting than guys!!
and she never find such a kind hearted& cute girl like me!
[for god's sake, im NOT boasting!! this is something a lesbian said to my mom!! so there's nothin to boast about..]
and by the time mom told me all these, im speechless. [juz knew it today]
i just dont see why are there so many bi being in love with me? [she's not the first/ 2nd] TxT

am i giving them 'hopes'?
well, i looked at myself once again and evaluate..
yesh im being kind..
to everyone...
maybe more to girls coz we can share more secrets?
and im a 17 yrs-old single..
but that doesnt make it; a reason for girls to love me!!

and today, a guy from her company picked her up to be switched with another maid.
you know what happened?
i locked myself up in my room, by the time i reached home upto now [when she's gone].
and ev1 said that she's crying, she's wailing and she dun wanna go back b4 she saw me for at least the last time, and mom caught her stealing my 5R photo from my room! [maybe she took it few days ago]
oh dude! what is so wrong with her??
let me clarify, i might be VERY kind to a lot of people, but im straight!
i like my girl- friends as friends.
guy- friends? well.. depends..

i do call my girl-friends with 'beb', 'hun-buns' & debla2..
we made lesbians jokes..
but it's bcoz we are close, so we did that!
we meant nothing more..

hmmph, well im running out of stuffs to write.
coz the more i write, the more 'emergency' i got..
so, cathca later! till the next post!! =)

*~yummy~*

random ness....

2007-11-01T06:56:00.001-07:00

finally i made it!!

yeshh yeshh!

i made 1 over glittered image at last..

and it looked like extreme japanese-ness...

thanx to www.blingee.com ^^

and here it is..

Add Glitter to your Photos

[ppl are swt-ing] --'

the pink diary

2007-11-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

I glanced out of the window and stared up to the sky

the sky was painted in impossible blue

and the white clouds synchronizes the peaceful panorama...

For a second my mind flew,

leaving my body dead without a single thought and action.

It was flashbacks inside my medulla oblongata,

on how things are going so far.

I found kabazillion stuff happening in the past 17 years.

It might not be detailed, and I found myself astounding little facts.

The soft pink diary with furry cinnamon roll pen

suddenly caught my eyesight,

it sends immediate nerve signals

to my axon and dendron, reaches my motor cell

and command my albino-ish right hand

to pick it up and read.

There is nothing but an old entry entitled “The Day”

I eww on how adrenaline-secreting the title was,

nevertheless, the content succeeded in making me grin

and weep at the same time.

I recalled those heart-throbbing momentums

and I told myself “future here I come”.

too many things...

2007-10-25T07:12:00.000-07:00

yeshh, just like what the title told us...
there are just too many things happenning..
too many confidential stuff occuring..
sadly, coz of that i can't write much... =='

well niwae peepz.. i started to love rock music.. ^^
well, i dunno whether its a good thing or a bad thing..
some ppl juz have the old perception that rock music
are for those not-very-good-type of people..
but, its just.. well scream out loud with the rock music and ur burden would be gone... at least 20%..?
hmm... its better rather than givin up ur stress by eating more nachos right?
with extra mayo....? ewww...

hmm,, wait! it reminds me of what had happened few days before lebaran holiday!
a LOT of my girl-friends called me and said 'angelitaaaaaaaaaaa........!!!!!!! berat gw naik 2 kilo!!! hikx hikx hikx..." and so on..
there are about 5 of them& im gonna keep it confidential! yea.. and i understood how they feel... coz i did feel the same way... Y__Y

hmm... and the conclusion is.... we just ate a liiiiiiiiitleeee bitttt more than usual, but DANGGGGG! the weight shoots up... and so were the meters.... =='
and lucky me, i had the chance to go to sgp& malaysia.. ^^V
i walk and walk and walk everyday.. and it really felt so gooooodddddddd to walk; when you think that you are taking up more space on earth.. [if u know what i mean]

yesh,, and few times,, due to some situations, i have my lunch& dinner at the same time.. meaning= i starve, a bitt.. =='
wish i could starve longer.. perhaps till the next day's lunch..? but mom always knew and she prohibits me... being afraid of my hypoglycemia.. =='
'but moommmm, im alright now!!' and she never understand... ==3

worst part of all... some people notice the diff in my structure [hikssss... Y^Y] and they DID mention about it!!!!!! yeshhhhh! they told me off as if im the laziest pig in the whole world [you know you didn't walk much in jakarta..]!
and i was like... 'didn't u know some basic psychology?? im friggin 17-yrs old, dude!' and as always... i kept it inside me and as time passes by....... i would forget such things...

why? coz im forgetful& someday im gonna make that person kneel down and beg for me! not gonna talk much on that person, we'll just see what's gonna happen 5 years from now, shall we? ^,~
reading from what i've just wrote, you might think im a bit too much huh? but no, that's not all that-person said! lots more, and i warranty that if you were to be in my shoe.. you would just whack that-person hard and say 'look who's talking? looser!!' yeshh yeshh, i warranty u're gonna say that..

that-person suck up to me with over-exagerrated compliment when im 'up' and 'hammer' me down when im 'down'.. so uh, i'd better not-talk too much bout that-person... i lost my respect to that-person anyway.... that-person is just too boasty... ==' eww...

and... let us discuss about something more-universal, shall we?
hhhh, i find it hard for being a girl.. in a lot of aspects... do you girls agree that we have lotss of things we should never do or should do?

one of the current gossip that i heard was that one of my guy-cousin is being chased by a girl.. his colleagues.. [im not mentioning name, hope u dont mind.. ^^]
yeshh, the girl calls even during the night... & my aunt told mom that she dislikes the girl for being to 'easy'.. wooing on a guy..

i analyse it and think.. if a girl 'fight' for what she wanted, then she is a b*tch; but if she didn't... bye bye... the guy never know.. and she's just gonna get whatever is 'served' under her nose.. [if there is, if none then just wait until you grow old and..... *cough*]

and its hard to know what the opposite gender really wants..
do u think by being pretty then every guys in the whole universe would go after you?
the answer is N-O NO.. some guys just have self-esteem... they are not confident enough.. so they go for the so-so girl..? [guys, am i right? ermm... maybe partly coz inner-beauty did matter too]
and by doing this, those pretty girls would just go like "what the the hell were you thinkin?" but she wont say it out... its her pride, dude!

well to me, every guy in the world are born to be risk-taker.. if the girl rejects, then find another one..? i knew it aint that easy, but if you think that a girl would say it out first? ummm.... well at least, a girl like me,, won't... even tho i fancied someone like hell, i would never.. signs from the girls? oh come on get a life, girls these days are smart enough to pretend that she doesn't like you even though she's boiling magma inside her heart... and some girls might treat their crush reallyyyyy badly just to hide her feelings... [read it from a magazine]

enough of the feeling-ways, now we r gonna talk about the fashion-ways..
hh... go out to the mall or wherever [and im not talking about japan/ taiwan].. guys went out with their T shirt& maximum they would go-- would be a nicely-gel hair.?
or some accesories..?
but girls? some ppl might think that girls with complicated outlooks just complicate her own life, but still.. if a girl looked messy, nobody looks at her right? whilst every girls wished to be a head turner...
it is difficult.. yes it is..

guys.. if you think that wearing pump shoes are comfortable, you are not fully correct! notice the girls around you who are fashion-conscious enough& not wearing stocking or socks of any kind... look at the back of her feet [not the bottom], you see some scars there? yes, it is how much we girls are hurt, looking all beautiful-ish, yet our feet bruise.. Y^Y it pains.. and you guys never get to feel it...

second, high heels... obviously, it hurts... alot.... and a lot of guys cant even try.. coz girls size is much smaller.... guys' feet could go up to 46 or above, right? ^^' which is kinda scary... ^^'

thirdly, [again] its all about structure... should not grow fat lahhh.... should not be pimply lahh.. and deblah deblah.. but back to what i just told y all... by being pretty, doesnt warranty that everyone's gonna chase you...

hmm... life's complicated... you never know whats gonna happen next.. there are lots of factors you never know... so just live it the way it flows... ^^

by the way, lately im in LOVE with avril's songs.. ^^ girlfriend, best damn thing, and complicated.. maybe that's lame for some of you, but its lame-r to eww me...
and ohh ya.. blink 182& fall out boy rocks too! *v*
*woot* *woot*

woops, guess i gotta go now... gonna write more, sometimes later... thatha for now.... wish me sweet dreams.... ^^
till the next post!! ^0^

*\\_yummy_angelita_//*

birthdays...

2007-10-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

hi ho hi ho..

im bored to death reading those papers i oughta do..
forgetting to mention 2 CVs i gotta send to 2 diff places..
hux..
so now, im gonna write all the birthdays i passed.. thx god im not dead.. wehhh??

04 august 1990..
a baby girl of weight 3.4 kg was born at RS. Pondok Indah
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[by the time the photo was taken, im not 3.4 lahh... this photo is months later...]

04 august 1991
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have my 1st party at home.. no friends invited.. only some relatives.. who turned out to be HG now.. ahaha... photo with them N/A

04 august 1992
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another party at home.. the same ppl coming...

04 august 1993
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party at school... my kindergarten.. mutiara indonesia... mom's real busy..

04 august 1994
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party at home.. just take photos, buy birthday cake.. hmmphh..

04 august 1995
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party at Mc Donalds citraland... =) with all the anak TK.. klas 0 besar... hwakakaka!

04 august 1996
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another party at home.. call it pathetic.. well its not that i am not respecting mom for providing those party supplies but.. what's the point of those?? =/

04 august 1997
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party at home.. [again?!!] how many times have i celebrated these kinds of party with no friends?!! ==' uhh.. really did look WEIRD.. =='

04 august 1998

party at beach!! yayyy!! with cousins.. == but nvm! it rocks!! ^O^
jagung bakar... sandcastle.. kyaaaaa...
didnt take pic coz we sweat too much& looked fugly coz of it..

04 august 1999

[another] parti @ home.. looked real BAD, wont upload the pic..

04 aug 2000

[another] parti @ home.. looked even WORST.. my hair was so short i look like a male!!!!!!!! uh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo........

04 aug 2001
mommy, im grown up! i dun wanna have toopid parties no more... [glad i said so.. =b]

04 aug 2002
no parti.. but there r gifts... ^^ yayy!

04 august 2003
the gang stay quiet, they ignore me!!!
during lunch...

angelina: ta, baca ini deh *gv a piece of paper* *run*
me: ehh?? *confused*

paper says: pergi ke tempat biasa org makan

i went there.. [canteen]

yesi: nih ta, baca.. *run*
me: wait wait.. haizz.. ==3

paper says: pergi ke kelas ade ny tmen lu dgn kode 'iraqy'

yep it goes on and on and on... sampe akhirnya gw dah cape, gw k toilet& tnyata tha's the finishing point.. ohohoho..

amy: k ta, ini ada 8 bilik, lu pilih 1 nomer..
angelina: angka sial aja ta.. 4 yah 4!! [maksa]
me: 3 aja!
angelina: engga engga,, 4 aja yah 4 aja [maksa lagi]& tadaaaa...
ALL: happy betdei tata *sing*
me: *touched* hampir nangis.. thanx yah smuany... ^w^ uwahh..
*ringgggggggggggggggg*
yessica: eh dah bel tu, naiq yu!!
and runnnn...
me: romantic momento ny cpt amadzz ==3 haiyahhh...

and yep, no parti dat day... =)

04 august 2004

in hua's toilet... [sgp]
ms elaine: angelita, is today your birthday?
me: err.. yep.. how d u know?
ms elaine: students register..

@ class..
Ms elaine: guys, today's angelita's bdae.. let's sing her a happy betdei...

& aft that- salaman kondangan.... hwhwhwhwhw..

04 august 2005
bought a cake& mkn2 brg sma anaq2 lavender place... kue ny kurang bwat semuanya... ihixx.. trus liftny pake stuck di lantai 13 cashew block 14B lagi!! shock gw...
fotony pake camera auntie jo& ning nong.. & sampe skg mrk ga pna ksi gw pdahal uda gw minta berkali- kali.. yahh males d org kek gt...

karna itu jatuh di weekdays, so during d weekend [sunday]
g traktir anaq2 hua di genki sushi [bner ga sih? gw lupa namany, pokkny yg di novena lt bawah itu..] trus g traktir mrk ntn... pada bingung maw ntn apa& akhirny qta ntn marebito.. NC16 lho!! wkt itu gw br 15 pdahal.. tp qta bohonxx.. ahaha... pake ID ny lynnda ya klo ga salah? hehehe.... =b it was sorta funnnn... ^^ V

04 august 2006
happy sweet16 to me..
pagi2 dah dpt surprise.. =D
on2 dtg k rumah& kasi kalung tinkerbell..
di skul.. gw lg brantem ma chiko klo ga slh?
huxx huxx..
hmm,,,, di klas tb2 ms rientha blg k smua org, gw lg betdei.. jd the whole carnegie nyanyi happy betdei d.. trus salaman kondangan... ahahahah..
malemny, dinner sama on2.. di rose garden.. [nama restaurant, bukan kebun mawar lhoo] =b

04 august 2007

HAPPY SWEET17
ah finally finally!!
party di hotel ciputra..
theme: harajuku gothic lolita
dress code: gothic lolita
eo: full colour eo by ko david =)

mc: ko ropy& ko irwan
breakers: soul beat radical ^O^
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time: 18 00... tp gw-ny telat.. hwaduhh..
usher: ci wenny& her friend..
my dress: 1/2 kimono, 1/2 lolita
salon: trisley by ci maya..

DJ: DJ harris
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cake: creative cake- mba nini
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decor: mas harry
other crew to make the party-> spectacular: ko joey, the jap teacher, mr ariel, the photographer& vid shooting man, ci susan,& smua crew d pokokny.. ^^
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invitation: partiholics& brams entertanment EO
thanks gift-cd: partiholics& brams ent EO

what happen:
= opening- me as ghost sweeper mikami made entrance
= *~diner~*
= ceremonial 8 couples.. the 'grammy award' candles.. ^^ ada sungokong lg.. ahuhauhauha!
= surprise bwat bonyoq..
HAPPY 25TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!!
= dikerjain sama fc
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= potong kue, tiup lilin, yah panjang dehh..
= TV CHAMPION game-->
~stage 1: - stand on 1 leg, megang sumpit& karna byk yg tahan, mulutny diselipin sendok& ada marbles.. wakaka.. nasib d yg pake heels.. Xb 40 orang pserta..

~stage 2:- 9 orang yg bertahan, makan roti tawar isi wasabi& minum searing hot ginger tea!! *evil grin* wakakakaka... ksian liadna.. XP

~stage 3:- 3 org tersisa [darwin, vika, femine] dandan ala geisha! muka pk masker bengkoang, lipstick merahh& mrk py asisten utk dandanin.. wkwkwkw.. stlh dandan, fashion show d mrk... ahuahuahuha...

++hehehe.. game ny jahat ga sih? udh kaki pegel, mulut lg doer2ny abis kepedesan wasabi& teh jahe anget, muka mesti didempul make up lagi?!! fashion show lagi?!!! why do u think, tmen gw pd maw? karna hadiah yg di display adalah...........nokia N70!! padahal isiny bkan,,,, ahuhauhauhua... isiny SE yg murah.. =b maafkan daku, win...++

abis itu polonise time.. ga ky eo laen yg polonise ny main ular naga panjangnya.. poloniseny itu main 'snake' yg di hp nokia.. ^^ pasangan gw yahh ko irwan.. plg dpn getoo.. dy yg arahin cara muternya.. was so funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn....

stlh 2x muter, qta limbooooo....
limbo dpn.. trus 1 puteran& limbo blkg.. ^^
trus pasanganny ga jd couple2 lg..
jdny gandeng tgn org yg dibelakang& lari2..
seruu lariny.. gw gandeng ko ropy& valen.. ^^
trus barisanny curl up ditengah& DISCO TIME!

DJ Harris on the groove!
*woot woot*
trus qta dance ampe kringetan& loyo..
&loncat2.. hehehe..
yahh brief summary ny gt de...

& that's all parti2 gw..
yg 18 ky gimana yaa? gw jg pnasaran.. tp check it out next year!
upcoming--> 04 august 2008!! ^^ hehehehe...

*~gelita~*

My to do list...

2007-10-03T17:08:00.000-07:00

oh godddddd......
im all stressed up now!
I should be happy coz lebaran holiday is around the corner!!
but.... my papers are due on 12& 21st of oct...
which is the day [exactly] before& after lebaran breaks.. T_T
hixxx..... so my to-do-list..

*= HRM paper [2500 words] due 21 oct- 12 noon
*= OB paper [2500 words] due 12 oct- 12 noon
*= write what happen at UQ's class [no limit] due 8 oct- 3pm
*= aradhana's case study assignment for monday 8 oct
*= read aradhana's notes
*= presentation HRM on monday 8 oct

T_T oh goddddd......

k that's the painful part.... how abt the nice part?? *wink*

lebaran holiday falls from 13 to 21& im gonna go to sing [again=,='] & then genting.... ^^
yayy at least i went somewhere... after all these painful assig, which probably would double its size, sometimes not-much-later.... huxx..
and i definitely gonna need far east plazaaaaaaa.... i miss that part of sg soooooo muchhh.. and bugis and.... hixx.. i dont think i have enough time... =='
i oso wanna meet hua family!! but what scares me is... the time.... im gonna be there from 13 to 19.. but v [mom& my relatives] r gonna go to genting too.. perhaps 1-2 days at sing... and i have loadddsss to visit...

that's all for now.. the class is going to PT. fortune, at 12.... so i gotta make sure everything's right.. and i gotta go somewhere b4hand 。。。==

catcha later!
till the next post!! ^o^
*_仙_*

ppl grows..

2007-10-02T03:50:00.000-07:00

My world is changing...
The universe is turning...
There are no more lolipops or merry-go-rounds..
no more cute stuff& cheerful [toopid]laughter..
It passes so fast i dont even know where am i heading...

is it the uni certificate what i want?
is it hg?
is it money?
is it employment?
is it to feel needed?
is it to boast about something?
is it position?
is it popularity?

WHAT IS IT?!
i dont even know..
but im gonna figure out what..
i cant let myself fell to uncertainty..
i cant be a kid to decide..
i cant flashback the whole friggin time& ignore my future..
lun is like... oh-so-yesterday...
high school is over...
kiddy-game is not to be touched..
adult games?
call me chicken or what-so-ever...
i don't give a da*n..
well,,, that's why i dont wanna grow up..
i guess that's the bitter reality of life..

what is all about a human?
a baby turning to whining school girl,
teenager... university.. working.. having hubby... having kids... the kids grow up, you grow old.. and die..
omg i just sounded so morbid... well excuse me..

haizzz.. you know what,
dreams comin true ain't nice the whole time..
my childhood dream was to throw an awesome sweet17 party..
but now? the passion is no more there...
it just...
passes....
like that...
5 hours& that's IT..
leaving me with agony... is that what i am dreaming of?
well, the party was cool...
but it just.... ended so fast...
5 hours... the 5 hours i had been waiting for, for the past 14 years of my life!
it ended in 5 hours?!!!

moving on... *randomness*

hmm... i used to be in science accel class.. not even pre-u yet...
i str8 away jumped to uni.. with O level cert..
business stream... call me nuts.... but that's the truth..
the types of competition is changing..
im beckoned to be volatile liquid..
a chameleon...
if sulking is what i want, im not doing it..
do i hate it? not really...
i wanna be better....
i wanna be a social mammal..
i wanna be strong...
i wanna forget those pains..
i wanna turn over a new leaf..

k, its getting late.... i need to do a lot of stuffs... & oh ya... i wanna stop contradicting myself... im not 'that' moody by the time..... but if my post made you 'swt'... just ignore it... pls dont be a bitch about it... [im not being sarcastic]

welll then...
till the next post!
*_仙_*

~vina's bdae bash~

2007-09-29T22:46:00.001-07:00

Yesterday [28 Sept 2007] was Vina’s birthday bash!! ^^
Well, her birthday is on 25 Sept, but its Tuesday so… ^^
Kyaa! Chiemi [vina] looks like a very cute Japanese girl! >w<
So yesterday we sang at room 302 Happy puppy green garden..
It’s so fun! Chu is very good at becoming an MC, don’t y agree? ^^
Jo c looks like a super cool DJ, I LOVE Bella’s crown, Chiko was so hot [goyangan ny itu lhoo… wkwkwkw] and the rest were pretty! ^^
I didn’t sing much, but I DID! Which is an improvement… ^^’ [oh I sounded so sad=,=’]
K, the time I was about to enter Happy Puppy, I heard someone was calling my name, I turned my head& no one was at sight. I looked up, there’s no window, i thought it’s just my illusion, but out of the blue…
“angelitaaaaaa…..” and I saw 2 pretty girls came running to me.
Chiko& Susan… ^^ the three of us went in& there’s HG sitting at the sofa. We climbed the stairs&

chiko: yg tadi HG ga sih?
me: iya
susan: HG? dimana?

hmm so… we entered the room- Chu, Jo C& Angelina was singing, Vina was eating nachos& yah gt de…
and oh oh! The time all of us sang ‘girlfriend’ was my fave moment!!! Sorry to ruin the blog but, I kept thinking of oatmeal& that pathetic sl*t, for every single lyrics of it…
“ hey hey you you, I don’t like your girlfriend, no way no way… she’s like so whatever…” *evil*
and we actually initiated ‘kucing garong’ [was it we/ me& chiko/ chiko?]
yep, the singer was so narcisst, she didn’t sang much, a heck lot of the clips were all her ‘beyootiful face’& we get bored waiting for the next lyrics—so DJ click next! <=/

& oh ya! The spaghetti carbonara was so good! Cant eat too much of it tho.. That is.. If you don’t want to get another blubber… Fatty, but taste gooddd! T_T
Yep now we move on,,
lights turned off&…
‘Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Vina… Happy birthday to youuuuuuu…”
“Tiup lilinnya tiup lilinnya tiup lilinnya sekarang juga sekarang juga se-karang juga..!”
“Potong kue ny potong kue ny potong kue ny sekarang juga sekarang juga se-karang juga..!”

Everybody take pictures& gw tunggu di upload yahhh! ^^ hehehe…
abis smuany lese, everybody head for the lobby, but…
The last 4 ppl- Allison, Bella, Janet& me took pictures at the stairs…
gila, susah bgt pas-in nya! We took few shots& any nice one, Janet?
I haven’t got to see them.. Tp mztiny ad lah ya.. ^^V
Upload the sadako pose too, y net! X)

Sampe di bawah, qta foto” lg de..
Vina& I was ‘kissing’ Jay Zhou.. ^^
But Vina’s pose is nicer..
I looked like im so desperate.. =,=’
pdahal I only like jay’s voice… not his looks…
photos? Janet upload-in donxxx… wanna see wanna see.. *childish mode* =b
& we took photos again… ^^
I took pics with Irene-Jo C [finally after so long]
with caroline, with angela, with bella [all two-some@ lobby]
with vina [pk camera vina], with janet [pk camera janet], with Irene [di karaoke roomny, pk hp g& rin], with allison… [should have taken more, nyesellllll]

After that, we went home.. My lovely wife, Janet sent me home… =)
tdny qta maw k McD… Tp penuh… Jadi males…
Jd qta foto2 lg d mbl net… =b
niruin ‘signature pose’ org2… =b
net, upload yaaa… except the 1 yg gw ny superrrrrrrrrr ANEH!! submit aja, jgn di upload yaaaa…. plis plis plis…
btw net, i TOTALLY love your camera.. >w< bagusszz…
yasudaw.. bis itu gw msk rumah&… &… &…

ok dhe, gw jujur…
foto2 lg… =/
why do I kept on contradicting myself?
I DID feel bored of my own face [sad huh?]
coz I took TOO many pics, yet I took another hundreds aft vina’s party…
[segitu normal bwat gw]
tau ah.. Its not like- I feel pretty, no definitely I didn’t, but I just love it, I dunno why…
yea, I enter my room only by 9… after the effin tiring ‘photography session’…
I took my shower, do the ‘multimedia part’& sleep at 01.30…
This morn, I woke up at 9, do my routines& type this blog…
post it when im able to go on9…

tha..
*~陈爱仙~*

one more time…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINA!!
*~生日快乐!!~*

note: pics posted at my fs 2nd acc..
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introduction

2007-09-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

hi..
This is like... My first post here... So, lemme intro... ^.~

*~angelita~*♀
*~陈爱仙~*
*~04 august 1990~*
*~159.3 cm~*
*~uni student~*
*~english, 华文, indo~*
*~complicated life~*

my inventions...

= never take too many self- pictures, y r gonna get SERIOUSLY bored of looking at your own face. [i did think so].

= im very plin- plan.

= wear 'safe' clothes when you didn't have the confidence.

= avoid HG having you-know-who

= some people are just despicably nice

= i always wanna have blog like vina's X3

= hello kitty is cawaii, but charmy kitty is soooo chiobu!! kyaaa~

= i should never ever injure myself coz my skin is way too sensitive.. Y^Y my right leg has red-colour bruise since 2 years ago& now my left one has blue-colour bruise... huwaaaa......

= i wonder where to get codes for this blog.. vina chan can help? ^^ xixixi...

well that's my intro.. tha for now.... ^v^

*_angelita_*